OMG- BAD DAY!
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Wow did I have a bad day today. And only two days before my next weigh-in! And the worst part? I was totally conscious of what I was doing! This morning I had pancakes and bacon, okay, not so bad if you control yourself, right? I DON'T EVEN WANT TO TALK ABOUT HOW MUCH STUPID BACON I ATE! And it's true what they say.... When you're done, clear the table. I had an old friend over to join us for breakfast today, and as we sat there chatting after our meal, I kept nibbling.... and nibbling, and nibbling, and- well, you know what I mean.
So anyway, feeling guilty for my horrible display of gluttony at breakfast, I had a grilled chicken caesar salad for lunch that I got through the McDonald's drive-thru on the way to my daughter's soccer game.
Then, at dinner, we had pork chops, which I was going to bread and fry, but I baked them instead (Yay, me!) and I was feeling okay about my day. Then those darned parsley potatoes got me. It's all about portion control for me; I can see that now. But I just love food! It's a sin!
So, feeling so crappy about blowing my dinner as well, I polished it off with a cup and a half of chocolate, peanut butter, caramel swirl ice cream, telling myself that since it wasn't my normal 6-scoop sundae, it was okay!
Why do I always blow it on the weekends??!!!!! I am so weak, and I hate myself! I was actually looking forward to weighing myself on Tuesday, and now I'm afraid to. If that thing doesn't budge you can pretty much say I shot my whole week right to H - E - double hockey sticks in a matter of 12 hours! I will have to do sooooo well tomorrow that I'll probably starve myself to try to make up for it.
Well, I'm going to bed now (NOT normal for me before 10:00) so I don't screw up even worse and have a late night snack! PLEASE tell me I'm not the only person who has days like these!!!!