About the worst thing I've ever seen in my life is the way my mother is right now in the nursing home. We've had plenty of conflict in our lives, but no one should have to go through what she's going through now. It just breaks my heart, and there is absolutely nothing I can do but visit her every day and check on her progress, if there is any. I don't know if my husband doesn't understand how bad things are, or if he's just had it with this situation, but my usually supportive husband just isn't tonight. He hasn't been to visit her all week, but on top of that he basically told me to get over myself tonight because I was feeling pretty bad from the stress. I hope that was just Thanksgiving-prep stress talking, but even so, it felt pretty cold to me. I feel like taking a giant tranquilizer and getting up when my life looks better.