Okay, we have surpassed the 235 plateau!
Thursday, December 20, 2007
I can't take much more of this!
But, We have surpassed the 235 plateau! Last night in the ER we hit 238.5! whoopee!
yea, right. i'm not going to worry about caps for this one. deal with it.
i like to blame it on not smoking at all since thanksgiving, but its everything piling on top of me at the worst time of the year, MY SILLY SEASON. Call it depression--chronic, major, Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD), what ever it is, i'm having a hard time of it this year. maybe the hardest in over 15 years.
I hold on to the fact that I have managed to stay out of the psyche unit since way back when==the early nineties, 93? But this year is really pushing me.
At least I've quit smoking; none since thanksgiving, but tonight is really hard!
Thank you all for being there; being here, especially tonight. It's just past 6am, and I have to be to work at 930! don't have a clue if i'll make it, but at least i've made it through these past 15 minutes by typing this blog. Thank you for always being here, even if I haven't been there for all of you.
Thank you, my friends at sp,
God be with you and yours, as He has always been with me and mine.