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There are many Day 1 days in our lives.
Sunday, April 01, 2012     

There are many Day 1 days in our lives. This is another of mine. I just spent my last night in my beloved apartment. The past two years of intense work on myself has been such a gift. The struggle of being single income and very low in... Read more
Realization
Saturday, March 31, 2012     

Short but sweet: In the midst of a life filled with uncertainties, I suddenly realized just now that I no longer fear the future. Vague fears and anxieties have ceased to be the driving force in my thoughts and actions. Whatever I meet I wi... Read more
healthy and growing up, better late than never
Wednesday, March 14, 2012     

I have decided there is a link, at least for me, between diet and emotional maturity and I am not referring to ethical veganism and love of animals. I’m referring to good health and love of myself. For most of a half century I felt bad phy... Read more
Serenity
Thursday, October 20, 2011     

Definition of 'serenity' Webster Dictionary 1. (noun) serenity the quality or state of being serene; clearness and calmness; quietness; stillness; peace 2. (noun) serenity calmness of mind; eveness of temper; undisturbed state; cooln... Read more
My wonderful day with the children.
Friday, September 09, 2011     

I spent the day working in a home where the 11 year old boy and 8 year old girl are home schooled and it was a delightful day indeed. Their mom said they had the day off from school because I was there. I was regaled with stories about the... Read more
To those struggling with their choices
Friday, August 26, 2011     

I wish I could find magic words to fix it for you. I wish we could bottle whatever makes it work one time and I wish we could keep away whatever it is that keeps us from working it when we know what to do. Love yourself every minute ... Read more
progress report
Thursday, August 25, 2011     

www.doorway-to-self-este
em.com/autobiography-in-fi
ve-short-chapters.html Progress report- I clearly am in the third chapter of the link above. In the exhaustion and depression that came over me from overwork la... Read more
Using Vision Boards
Monday, August 22, 2011     

My perspective on life is suffering rather badly these days. I try to act and talk positive and I hope it will keep me up and at it, but sometimes it is very hard. Thanks to the poor choices of earlier decades, I am tired and I am lonely and I s... Read more
Diluted Experiences
Monday, April 11, 2011     

Trying to "take advantage of every opportunity" leads to diluted experiences. I posted this as a status a few days ago reminding myself to prioritize so that I am not wasting my time attempting too much and not completing anything satisfact... Read more
Suicide Awareness
Friday, March 04, 2011     

My daughter, Sara, born May 26, 1981. She committed suicide March 8, 2001, when she was a sophomore in college. This was a consequence of her choice not to take her... Read more
How do you think about time?
Sunday, February 27, 2011     

Yesterday it was last year. At least it feels that way to me sometimes. Now it is almost next week, or March, or spring, or a start or finish of something or other. I think I need to take a deep breath and let yesterday go and tomorrow com... Read more
on journals
Sunday, December 26, 2010     

Keeping a journal sounds like a simple thing and "everyone" recommends that "everyone" do it, but the fact is that it has been an ordeal for me. I wish I had a list of the journals I have started over the years and the number of entries in each... Read more
Introspection
Sunday, December 19, 2010     

"introspection" or "brain in a blender" I couldn't quite decide how to title this. A couple of weeks ago I realized that in spite of all my positive changes I was feeling massively depressed. My first response to this was to withdra... Read more
on my life and death
Tuesday, December 07, 2010     

For years I griped about my life. I did not like the way I felt or looked or what I did or did not do on any given day. I did not like being tired all the time, taking blood pressure medication, being pre-diabetic, being thought to be ... Read more
This Is Why We Do It
Tuesday, November 30, 2010     

In March I was diagnosed with type 2 diabetes and went veg then vegan over the next few months. I had a BMI of 29.9. It is now 19.5. My A1C (3 month average glucose level which should be below 5.8) was 10.0. I have had bloodwork done... Read more

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