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food wins, hoping it will reflect on the scale
Thursday, June 22, 2017      4 comments

I've been having weird dreams all week. Every day. They are kind of violent and normally would be called nightmares but in the dreams I'm not scared. I'm just kind of watching like a movie. Not sure why, I think it's because I'm exercising to th... Read more
feeling more positive- new week Monday
Monday, June 19, 2017      2 comments

Well it's another new week. I feel like I'm just stuck in this annoying yo yo of maintaining right now. I don't want to maintain, I want to lose weight. I just want to get back to maintenance! I have a few weeks of weight loss and then a gai... Read more
"did you have your baby yet?"
Saturday, June 17, 2017      8 comments

Yes. I was asked this by a member today after performing. This is the 2nd time in 2 months this has happened. It always feels sooo awkward when I have to tell them....sorry I'm not. I told him not to worry about it and I gain weight in my stomac... Read more
Oh MF()*&&*^(#@!!
Friday, June 16, 2017      5 comments

I obviously messed up and did something wrong this week. I'm not very happy with myself...at all. So this will be very short because I'm not in the best mood. I gained weight this week. HOW? I probably had too high portion sizes and went over... Read more
Going through the motions during the "meh" times
Wednesday, June 14, 2017      7 comments

Just feeling kind of meh today. Mid week feeling I guess. Hubby and I got in a fight yesterday and ever since I've just felt kind of ...hmm how to describe it. "whatever" feeling. I forced myself to continue going through the motions of being he... Read more
the weekend of food strong days vs weak days...
Monday, June 12, 2017      7 comments

So school is out and I actually had time this morning to do a "run". I wasn't running the whole time though. It was mainly intervals, it's been a long time since I could run the whole time without stopping. Yes I went to the parties on Friday an... Read more
weigh day and last day of school!
Friday, June 09, 2017      6 comments

It's the last day of school for my son and there will be an ice cream party...wish me luck. I ate a nice breakfast and am hoping that is enough to keep me from resisting. I will have a small snack before leaving as well. Sheesh too much temptati... Read more
Getting the hang of it... need to resist cake and ice cream!
Thursday, June 08, 2017      3 comments

I ended up getting a migraine after that awesome workout I got in. But it didn't get super bad, I took my prescription from the doctor for it and it wasn't too bad. So I went to the gym again even with it. Then yesterday I felt better but was a ... Read more
Finally, a good workout at the gym, and chocolate cravings
Tuesday, June 06, 2017      4 comments

Last night I went to the gym with hubby and the kids. I got out my headphones and playlist I've been making on youtube. It was awesome! I got into it and may have over did it....but it was worth it. There was food pressure later on. I made chick... Read more
Monday motivate and Family...is it sabotage or just supportive?
Monday, June 05, 2017      6 comments

Trying to get some motivation going because Mondays are sooo so so hard to get going. Sundays are always our day off and hubby is home. Yesterday we drove out to do a job for hubby for extra money. Then we went to the mall so I did get some walk... Read more
late weigh in, face the music
Saturday, June 03, 2017      8 comments

Yesterday I was super busy the whole day and just didn't find time to blog. It was my mom's birthday and spent the day doing things for/with family. I didn't really want to post my weigh in because I've been avoiding it for so long and, let's ju... Read more
May review and June plans
Thursday, June 01, 2017      5 comments

Happy June! Thought I'd write a blog about my plans this month. So May was a complete utter failure and flop. After the awesome April where I worked so hard and lost almost 10 lbs I just kind of gave in again to addiction and temptations. W... Read more
Saddened for Persistent tim
Wednesday, May 31, 2017      7 comments

I just wanted to do a quick blog about this wonderful spark user persistenttim. Auna_cycle has been posting updates from his mom's facebook and the sad news came this morning to my inbox. I won't write too much about it because I'm so upse... Read more
Alcohol calories got me ugh
Tuesday, May 30, 2017      6 comments

Well memorial day weekend was relaxing for me. I performed Saturday and Sunday but other than that just had a nice time at home with the family. I didn't binge and chose salads over fast food. I did drink though, that is still something really h... Read more
Feeling off today, but more in control, new plan
Friday, May 26, 2017      6 comments

All the breakfast ideas in my last blog made me hungry. I'm definitely going to try most of them. I get bored of the same thing every day so trying things helps. I got riced cauliflower and have been using the ground turkey I bought in salads. I... Read more

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