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The last time
Monday, October 10, 2016      2 comments

The last time I was active on SparkPeople I had a very different life. I was single, no kids, my mom was alive and I had a long distance relationship. I was married to my job. 4 years later, I am married, 3 stepkids, mom passed away and I am i... Read more
disenchanted
Tuesday, October 23, 2012      6 comments

So, 19 years into my career and I am disappointed and becoming very burned out. Our superintendant and his cohorts are running us into the ground with paperwork, meetings and negative focus. We are teaching to the test, disregarding the whole... Read more
GET OFF!!!!
Friday, April 13, 2012      2 comments

Ahhh Plateau's........ how I love to HATE YOU!!!!!! emoticon... Read more
carb monster
Sunday, April 01, 2012      1 comments

The carb monster is growling at me. again. he does this when i am feeling anything besides too busy to think about it. don't tell the 17 DD gurus, but i am going to go make a piece of fried american cheese. ha. go away carb monster. go c... Read more
I hate exercise.
Wednesday, March 28, 2012      3 comments

That is all.... Read more
So tired
Thursday, March 01, 2012      0 comments

I am really tired. Tired of counting, worrying and obsessing and ultimately feeling guilty about everything I eat. Regardless of whether I'm "being good". I am over 40 and I just cannot lose the weight without seriously starving myself. I... Read more
Day 14?
Thursday, February 23, 2012      0 comments

Oops. Not sure where I am in all of this..... I stopped reading consistently, because the journal topics have not pertained to me whatsoever! Forgetting to eat? Not eating breakfast? Um....NOPE. LOL. Today's however was about eating/s... Read more
Day 12
Monday, February 20, 2012      1 comments

So i've decided what I eat is not for a publi blog. sorry, I know many of you do this, I can't. My business only, so if and when this book asks me to do this, I will do it on a sepaarate piece of paper and just write down thoughts about it. ... Read more
Day 11
Sunday, February 19, 2012      0 comments

Today I am supposed to keep track of my food. So far: 2 pcs turkey bacon 50 NS pancakes 175 1 1/2 T light butter 75 1/2 banana 50 3 chicken livers 50 NS tortilla soup 150 banana 100... Read more
Day 10
Saturday, February 18, 2012      0 comments

Okay, more about your supportive friends...... I am not really into this. I guess basically I don't like people in my business.... lol. However, I did actually gain support by neing suppportive of someone else today, so maybe that's the route ... Read more
Day 9 Here's What I Want
Thursday, February 16, 2012      0 comments

Today's topic is a continuation of yesterday, which, for me is not very inspiriing. The book had a questionnaire in it to answer on how you want people to comment on your progress, or lack thereof. You are supposed to reflect on this. For... Read more
Day 8 "Help Me!"
Wednesday, February 15, 2012      1 comments

Today's topic is about getting the right kind of help from the people around us. i have to say, This is not a problem for me. i have people around me who are not judgemental and very understanding. I am also pretty good about letting them kn... Read more
Day 7 I CAN DO IT!
Tuesday, February 14, 2012      1 comments

I CAN DO IT! This is today's topic. I know I can. I know that I can be committed. But today, I'm just "interested". I am sick and off track... not necessarily with my eating. I've been okay, but my mind set is off. So, back on I get.... eve... Read more
Day 6
Monday, February 13, 2012      0 comments

Today's topic was to "protect your program". Times that I have to prtoect myself and my eating habits are on the weekends when i go out. I always make plans to just have a salad and a glass of wine and often i talk myself, or get talked int... Read more
Day 4 & 5
Sunday, February 12, 2012      0 comments

I was away from my computer yesterday, so I will blog for both days. Yesterday's topic was "setting Boundaries instead of being on rigid diet. First of all, I am a food addict. i know it. "Boundaries" doesn't work for me, because I wi... Read more

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