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6 week blahs
Tuesday, February 16, 2010      2 comments

I have now been at this for 6 weeks. My motivation began crumbling a bit this weekend. In college, I had a professor tell me that after observing me, she felt I started losing my momentum at about 6 weeks every term. Somehow my work would go... Read more
can you see me?
Wednesday, February 10, 2010      3 comments

Sometimes I feel invisible. I am wondering if anyone else has this problem? Seriously. I do. I'll stand in a line at the store and have people walk right in front of me, or worse, at a counter where there is no line, and the attendant and o... Read more
moving forward
Saturday, February 06, 2010      0 comments

Almost a month later and, I feel better. The scale is not moving much, and last night I drank beer, and not just one..... However, I figured out how many calories I would have to exercise off today and I am going to do it!!!! (I will blog/po... Read more
I figured it out
Monday, January 18, 2010      3 comments

Okay....so I realized what my real goal is, after a few years of aimlessly wandering. No, really. A few years. Music please....... I WANT TO BE A GROWN-UP. Ok... Read more
dont wanna ruin my streak!
Sunday, January 17, 2010      0 comments

i don't know what to say though. pretty much did what i did yesterday :-) i have a few challenges this week....going to japanese steak house for my nephew's birthday and an all in all BUSY week. I will try to keep up my exercise plan and may... Read more
All work and no play
Saturday, January 16, 2010      0 comments

Today I did lots and lots of work. I managed to not eat myself silly while doing so! Yeah! I planned an extra workout today, but never got to it. I did do quite a bit of housework though, so I guess that counts for activity.... even broke a ... Read more
TGIF?
Friday, January 15, 2010      0 comments

Well Friday is here... lots of work to do this weekend, canceled the plans with the BF. I'm supposed to pick an "undo food" for a week..... Okay, got it. Although sweets are usually a no brainer give up for me, I stil suck on a few candi... Read more
poo
Thursday, January 14, 2010      0 comments

all i can say is, today was not the best (not the worst, either) and i didn't overeat or buy anything. so, all in all that's good, right?... Read more
true confessions?
Wednesday, January 13, 2010      0 comments

The first thing I thought of when i woke up this morning: You are out of money because you are trying to pay off your credit cards. You just bought 100.00 shoes, and you're about to spend 100.00 on Nephew's birthdays and pay rent..... WITH ... Read more
Day 4
Tuesday, January 12, 2010      0 comments

Tomorrow I weigh myself for the first time since before Christmas. Although I hate playing the number game, in the past it has been the only thing that would motivate me to keep going. I am not sure how I feel about that. In my heart I would... Read more
Day 3
Monday, January 11, 2010      0 comments

Back to work today. Eating has been fine all day. I am going to exercise 3 times this week. Yes I am. I am going to exercise 3 times this week. Yes I am. I am going to exercise 3 times this week. Yes I am. I also purchased the skechers shoes... Read more
Day 2
Sunday, January 10, 2010      0 comments

So today is supposed to be a day when i get to do whatever I want and not worry about an "agenda". All I can think about, of course, are the zillions of things that need to be done. I'm going to work on that, quiet myself and have a relaxing da... Read more
Beginnings
Saturday, January 09, 2010      0 comments

So, I found this place and got really excited about it, and the "challenge" of starting with a group on the 13th. Signed up and now I can't get anyone to tell me what team I am on or even to respond to me, personally. This seems to be my fate ... Read more

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