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Day 418 All in all not a bad day
Wednesday, October 07, 2015      2 comments

Today was just a day. I did have one really low period but got past it really quickly. Just a few tears and I went to do things to distract me from the nasty comment from one of my brothers. My knees are not very happy today. Lots of g... Read more
Day 417 Taking mom out for the day was hard work.
Tuesday, October 06, 2015      4 comments

I took mom out today. She mostly sat in the car whenever we stopped. You know what I want you just pick it out. And then she hands me her wallet. So we went to her favorite bakery and she got her fresh bread and some wonderful coffee ... Read more
Day 416 WIP = Works in progress
Monday, October 05, 2015      5 comments

I am a work in progress as are all my little projects laying around my house. The pile of quilt squares ready to be sewn together. The hats for friends and then the ones for cancer patients. After that some Christmas items. I started a beaut... Read more
Day 415 Lack of motivation day!
Sunday, October 04, 2015      3 comments

I did go into town today. I took mom and dad cookies and my mom had ask for some pretty napkins for her table. So I bought those when I did my shopping at Walmart. I sat and visited with her a while even. And since it was cooler today I let ... Read more
Day 414 A whole week without a crisis....
Saturday, October 03, 2015      2 comments

This is just amazing. I've gotten to spend 3 days at home twice this week. Oh my I get so much more done when I'm not frazzled from having to fix parent problems. I think this might be one of the best weeks since they moved into assisted livi... Read more
Day 413 Hanging on to my good mood.
Friday, October 02, 2015      5 comments

Even with my problems I'm hanging on to the good mood I woke up with on Wed. For me that's pretty good. Some how some where my bills will get paid. They always seem to manage to. I finished a couple cute hats today and am almost done w... Read more
Day 412 The 1st day of any month
Friday, October 02, 2015      3 comments

I swear the 1st day of any month is just plain a downer. Not only do I have to pay my bills but also my mom and dads. Not much fun. But it's done at least until the couple that are missing show up next week. I got the hats ready to mai... Read more
Day 411 Woke up to a bright mood.
Thursday, October 01, 2015      5 comments

Living with a clinical depression is such a hard thing to do. But today was a good one. I just plain woke up feeling bright and alive. I took mom to get her hair cut and she was in a good mood too. I made sure she didn't get lost going... Read more
Day 410 My amazing Spark friends save me from myself a lot.
Tuesday, September 29, 2015      2 comments

Thank you all....those voices about how I'm no good and never do things right are very hard to ignore. Most days I'm fairly good at it. But..... Today I did not let them bother me. I just didn't quite feel right. I took a short walk. W... Read more
Day 409 Wanted Replacement Voices
Monday, September 28, 2015      3 comments

Wanted: Looking to hire some replacement voices for inside my head. I realized today that the ones I have are very negative and threatening. I'm looking for some lenient and positive ones. My Spark friends reminded me of this today. T... Read more
Day 408 Today I am my favorite punching bag.
Sunday, September 27, 2015      2 comments

There is a huge anger at myself for letting things get this out of control. I tend to do the things that make me feel good when I'm stressed and that is not taking care of my house or laundry or the dishes or anything near that. My house is... Read more
Day 407 Just plain worn out....
Saturday, September 26, 2015      3 comments

I slept last night but did not want to even get out of bed this morning. But I had fixed mom's pajama bottoms and my brother was coming and asked me to come into town too. So off I went. Mom loves her new PJ's and brother took us out to lunch... Read more
Day 406 Busy
Saturday, September 26, 2015      2 comments

Today was just plain too busy. I had lots of stops to do and things that needed attention. They got all done. What should have taken maybe 2 hours turned into 6 tho. I had a lot of trouble sleeping last night. Just thinking about that... Read more
Day 405 Really Tense day
Thursday, September 24, 2015      3 comments

Ok first off mom went to the doctor for her follow up from the hospital and is doing great. No problem there. Moon I am now going to have to bake pumpkin bread. Or maybe pumpkin bars. We'll see what it looks like tomorrow after quilt c... Read more
Day 404 Rain Rain go away
Wednesday, September 23, 2015      3 comments

It's been drizzly on and off all day. We are still expecting more over night. They heavy at time. At least it's not a nasty thunderstorm. Mr. Bossy brother called this evening. He had tried to call mom and dad. He said he had dialed ... Read more

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