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Day 412 The 1st day of any month
Friday, October 02, 2015      3 comments

I swear the 1st day of any month is just plain a downer. Not only do I have to pay my bills but also my mom and dads. Not much fun. But it's done at least until the couple that are missing show up next week. I got the hats ready to mai... Read more
Day 411 Woke up to a bright mood.
Thursday, October 01, 2015      5 comments

Living with a clinical depression is such a hard thing to do. But today was a good one. I just plain woke up feeling bright and alive. I took mom to get her hair cut and she was in a good mood too. I made sure she didn't get lost going... Read more
Day 410 My amazing Spark friends save me from myself a lot.
Tuesday, September 29, 2015      2 comments

Thank you all....those voices about how I'm no good and never do things right are very hard to ignore. Most days I'm fairly good at it. But..... Today I did not let them bother me. I just didn't quite feel right. I took a short walk. W... Read more
Day 409 Wanted Replacement Voices
Monday, September 28, 2015      3 comments

Wanted: Looking to hire some replacement voices for inside my head. I realized today that the ones I have are very negative and threatening. I'm looking for some lenient and positive ones. My Spark friends reminded me of this today. T... Read more
Day 408 Today I am my favorite punching bag.
Sunday, September 27, 2015      2 comments

There is a huge anger at myself for letting things get this out of control. I tend to do the things that make me feel good when I'm stressed and that is not taking care of my house or laundry or the dishes or anything near that. My house is... Read more
Day 407 Just plain worn out....
Saturday, September 26, 2015      3 comments

I slept last night but did not want to even get out of bed this morning. But I had fixed mom's pajama bottoms and my brother was coming and asked me to come into town too. So off I went. Mom loves her new PJ's and brother took us out to lunch... Read more
Day 406 Busy
Saturday, September 26, 2015      2 comments

Today was just plain too busy. I had lots of stops to do and things that needed attention. They got all done. What should have taken maybe 2 hours turned into 6 tho. I had a lot of trouble sleeping last night. Just thinking about that... Read more
Day 405 Really Tense day
Thursday, September 24, 2015      3 comments

Ok first off mom went to the doctor for her follow up from the hospital and is doing great. No problem there. Moon I am now going to have to bake pumpkin bread. Or maybe pumpkin bars. We'll see what it looks like tomorrow after quilt c... Read more
Day 404 Rain Rain go away
Wednesday, September 23, 2015      3 comments

It's been drizzly on and off all day. We are still expecting more over night. They heavy at time. At least it's not a nasty thunderstorm. Mr. Bossy brother called this evening. He had tried to call mom and dad. He said he had dialed ... Read more
Day 403 Much better today....
Tuesday, September 22, 2015      3 comments

I only allow one day for wallowing in those kind of days. I allow more when it comes to things like parents and kids tho. I crocheted this morning and sewed most of the afternoon. I did finish the 5 quilts for the fabric store. Now they... Read more
Day 402 an emotional day ....
Monday, September 21, 2015      4 comments

Today is an emotional day. A very long time ago a private thing happened on Sept. 21. Some years I sail thru but other years I think too hard. This is a think too hard day. I did visit mom and dad today. Mom needed underwear so off to... Read more
Day 401 A long day just for me.....
Sunday, September 20, 2015      4 comments

I got that nice long day for just me today. I slept a little late and then I played with my had weights and bands for a while before I got my day even going. I love that. I finished all the Seahawk hats and they are ready to mail. I al... Read more
Day 400 NO time for me yet.
Sunday, September 20, 2015      2 comments

I was lazy this morning. Did a bunch of stretching while still in bed and then the phone rang. Mom was upset, not wanting to take her drugs and refused to use the nebulizer. So off to town I got. I got there and she was dressed finally becau... Read more
Day 399 Exhaustion has caught up with me.
Friday, September 18, 2015      2 comments

I am so tired tonight. I had trouble sleeping last night but still got up and did what I needed to this morning. It's Fri. so I get my hair done, then I got my mail, ran to town to check on the parents and went to the fabric store because of t... Read more
Day 398 Can I throw my phone away?
Thursday, September 17, 2015      2 comments

I think I really upset my dad when I got there today. He called this morning while I was having a quiet morning at home and said mom refused to go to lunch and something was wrong with his Ipad. So off I go again. Part of the reason mom... Read more

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