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Day 471 a weird nothing kind of day
Monday, November 30, 2015      3 comments

I was super tired all day. I even napped twice. I know that is too much sleeping when I sleep all night too. We are now under a winter storm warning expecting 8 to 12" from Mon. morning until Wed. morning. I'm not sure I'll get into to... Read more
Day 470 I know the benefits of some therapy very well.
Sunday, November 29, 2015      7 comments

About 30 years ago when my first husband started having Vietnam flashbacks I knew I couldn't help him but needed ways to help me thru it. He died about a year after the worst of them but it took me several years of therapy to come to accept th... Read more
Day 469 There will be some therapy in my future.
Saturday, November 28, 2015      4 comments

I went to the doctor today. I have a stronger Xanax and one of the anti depressants I take is advised for only 20mm for people over 60 but for a couple of days we are going to try doubling that. Then I go back next wed. to see if she worked o... Read more
Day 468 Got thru the day......
Thursday, November 26, 2015      2 comments

I really enjoy talking to my nieces and nephews when I get there. It's having to answer all the questions about mom and dad because none of them ever have time to get out to talk to them. I also managed to corner my sister-in-laws and inform t... Read more
Day 467 This one was only rough around the edges.
Wednesday, November 25, 2015      1 comments

That is the best way I can describe this day. Over the last couple of weeks I've felt like I was struggling just to breathe and think. Today there were some problems with breathing but the thinking was easier. I also felt like I was accomplish... Read more
Day 466 I made a whole day without tears.
Tuesday, November 24, 2015      2 comments

After the last couple of weeks I've had a whole day without tears is really big. I did not have to deal with anything but what is inside my house today. I wish there were more days like this. Will try again tomorrow.... Read more
Day 465 Without my Spark Friends I be lost.
Monday, November 23, 2015      4 comments

Today was better....but I ran away from home by myself. I needed to go over to the quilt store to pick up the squares I had forgotten there on Fri. So that is a 40 mile drive to the SW....then I decided I wanted some beads to make some ornamen... Read more
Day 464 Lost it!
Sunday, November 22, 2015      5 comments

I completely lost it today. I was ranting and raving and screaming and just could not even deal with the confrontation happening on my house. This problem was between my dog and one of my mothers cats. Every time the dog walked thru a room th... Read more
Day 463 Woulda, Coulda, Shouda
Saturday, November 21, 2015      1 comments

These 3 little words are killing me today. I'm afraid to ask my brothers if they took any of the Christmas stuff home with them because I'm pretty sure they didn't. They will just remind me that I had plenty of time to get stuff out of the gar... Read more
Day 462 Stiff all around today.
Friday, November 20, 2015      2 comments

I got up and found I was stiff from laying in one position most of the night. Not a good start. But off I went to get my hair done and then off to quilt class. I stopped at the bit Walmart because I am looking for some beads to make some snow... Read more
Day 461 Started out with a very positive spin but then I went outside.
Thursday, November 19, 2015      3 comments

We had Jan. wind chills today. It was 34 out but the wind chill was 15. Nasty. I did run into town to give mom her pumpkin bread and explain again that she would have some Xmas ornaments. But then I decided I was not going out on the highway... Read more
Day 460 Can't say great day but can say good day.
Wednesday, November 18, 2015      1 comments

Sort of slept ok...but bounced back and forth from the bed to the couch. But started the day at a good time feeling awake and alive. In 2 hours I was ready for a nap. But instead I swept the kitchen floor. Really don't understand what it is ... Read more
Day 459 Demon crazy days 5 - Balanced creative days 2
Tuesday, November 17, 2015      3 comments

This week the demon days are certainly winning. Today was better. The only people I had to talk to were a couple of stupid "you've won" type sales calls. I usually hang up before they finish the first sentence. I did get a little house... Read more
Day 458 What's on the scale.....grief or depression.
Monday, November 16, 2015      4 comments

I did go into town today and took mom the things she asked me to bring her. I had to show her how to use the shredder again. (I'm having to do this almost every week.) I would not be surprised if it came to Thanksgiving day and they decide the... Read more
Day 457 The 2nd quilt is almost done.
Sunday, November 15, 2015      4 comments

I got almost 4 hours in the sewing room today. I think the dog is sick. He never bothered me at all. I have over half of it together and am thinking about the borders now. I also crocheted a really cute little snowman ornament. I'm go... Read more

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