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Almost got to spend a day at home....
Sunday, December 04, 2016      3 comments

Last night I slept and this morning after being awake for about 2 hours I needed more sleep good thing because it's after 11 pm right now and I just walked into the house after 5 1/2 hours in the ER with my dad again. They finally decided to ke... Read more
I have 2 moods today....
Friday, December 02, 2016      4 comments

My day has been a bit crazy...I'm either sitting in a chair barely able to think or move and I want to kill the dog because he won't leave me alone or I'm moving at top speed and can't get enough done fast enough. My morning was the busy ... Read more
Back to as normal as it can get.
Thursday, December 01, 2016      5 comments

I did sleep last night mostly because I couldn't stay awake but I also needed a nap this afternoon when I got home because the stress was just too much. I picked dad up about 11 to get his home care instructions and get him back to the apt. in ... Read more
Add this to the wasted day pile.
Wednesday, November 30, 2016      6 comments

Don't know what I was worried about last night but I finally fell asleep about 6 this morning. Then I was up at 8:30 because the dog thought he was going to die if I didn't open the door. Then the phone rings at 9. It's the nurse, you dad ... Read more
I had to check on them....
Wednesday, November 30, 2016      5 comments

I spent most of the night waiting for the phone to ring because I knew I upset him so much that I was sure he was going to have a really bad breathing episode or a stroke or a heart attack. But those things didn't happen. Thank heavens. They ... Read more
Feel really bad about something I had to do today.
Monday, November 28, 2016      6 comments

Of course it was take dad to the doctor day after last weeks stay in the hospital. She wanted him to do a breathing study that is a 24 thing. They check your breathing when you do thing and sleep. He refused. He also told her he was not dep... Read more
Long rainy day in the house....
Sunday, November 27, 2016      3 comments

The dog doesn't even want to go out. It drizzled most of the day but now it's turned into one of those cold fall rains with a wind. He stuck his nose out a few minutes ago and backed into the house. I just sort of was lazy today. I did... Read more
A stay at home day.
Saturday, November 26, 2016      2 comments

This felt like a bit of a downer after yesterdays fun. But I can't afford to have that much fun very often. I did do something I enjoyed today that I don't do often enough any more. I baked a small batch of cookies. I am beginning to t... Read more
Had a very pleasant morning shopping!
Friday, November 25, 2016      7 comments

I had saved a bit of money so that I could just have some to blow if I went Black Fri. Shopping. No real presents to buy except the bathrobe my mother has been asking for now for weeks. So Shopko had a nice warm one on sale for $20. So I went... Read more
We made it thru the Holiday in a very differeht way.
Thursday, November 24, 2016      5 comments

My family always does this really big holidays. All of the kids that want to come, the grand kids and the greats. So many times it's nearly 40 people all stuffed into one house eating pot luck because we all bring things. Meats have been in c... Read more
This is going downhill.........
Wednesday, November 23, 2016      5 comments

They released my dad from the hospital today. With instructions he agreed to. It was getting close to lunch time so I just pretty much dropped him off at home and reminded them to get down to the dining room and enjoy their lunch. He could wo... Read more
I'm living in As the World Turns.
Tuesday, November 22, 2016      4 comments

This morning I called the hospital to check on dad. He does not have a blood clot this time but does have bronchitis which is bad enough when your almost 91. So I called mom and talk to her a while and then I cancelled her dentist appt. for ... Read more
I want to rewind today....
Monday, November 21, 2016      3 comments

It was a good nights sleep that started about 2 am but I managed to get in 9 hours sleep. Woke up to my phone telling me "mom" is calling. Of course my mom can't remember how to use the phone anymore so I knew it was my dad. I could barely un... Read more
At home playing with doing housework...maybe.
Sunday, November 20, 2016      2 comments

I am so glad to hear from my Spark friends that I am not alone when it come to being too independent to ask for help when you know you should. I am still paying for yesterdays little accident. The back of my head is still sore and my arms and ... Read more
I earned a STUPID sticker today.
Saturday, November 19, 2016      6 comments

I was looking forward to today and then I got out of bed. I should have stayed there. I ate my breakfast and read my emails and of course checked facebook and then I did a very stupid thing. My late 2nd husband always bought new things ... Read more

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