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I did it to myself
Saturday, May 05, 2012      0 comments

I did this to myself and now I am the only one that can fix this. One day at a time, one step at a time. I have done it before, I can do it again... Read more
back to the beginning plus 8
Friday, December 16, 2011      0 comments

so sitting at the computer, not having a support system just does not work. I was not accontable. And I am back to square one! I live in a high stress home where no one supports me. I am alone. In the past few weeks I have been l... Read more
7 steps forward 3 steps back Progress is still progress
Saturday, June 27, 2009      3 comments

Okay if 10 pounds is a step then I took 7 steps forward and then 3 back. I only have to take 10 more steps to be where I want to be. I can do this.... Read more
Hormones (lack of) frustration and work
Thursday, March 05, 2009      1 comments

Okay, I am continuing with my eating habits (good ones) and I have started back on my exercise taking baby steps. I RAN OUT OF phytoestrogen and now my hormones are all wacked out! I am in the process of making a web site for my docto... Read more
Feeling Better than Ever
Sunday, March 01, 2009      2 comments

Okay I attempted to get back to it a bit early after surgery and I should not have. Oscar (my doc and dearest friend) said I can get back to work on my weight TODAY. My goal is to work back up to it. 5 minutes of cardio every hour for... Read more
Monday, February 02, 2009      2 comments

Okay I may have over done it yesterday. I cleaned slowly for about 4 hours including cooking dinner. But last night I hurt and today I feel like someone took a golf club to my gut. So today I will do a bit less and do it even slower. ... Read more
A New Chore List
Sunday, February 01, 2009      2 comments

Today I have to make a new chore list that includes me. I may not be able to do much, but I am going to do something. Even if it is just a little. I have to give my boys all the credit in the world, they have kept this house clean for the past 3... Read more
Back in the game
Saturday, January 31, 2009      0 comments

Surgery went well, and just as we thought the right ovary was in very bad shape, so to prevent future problems I received a full hysterectomy. 6 to 8 week recovery time. It has been 3 weeks and 3 days and I feel ready. Not ready for full e... Read more
The Present That was TOO BIG
Monday, December 15, 2008      5 comments

I guess this entire thing is about how others view you. The other day I recieved a christmas gift from my mother. It is a beautiful light burgandy insulated velvet full legnth robe. Size 30. well there for a while I was starting to fe... Read more
Today like anyother day
Friday, December 12, 2008      2 comments

I went to the doctor and as usual Oscar was late. My weight has not changed at all which shows me that my diet and hunger levels are balanced. I am taking in what I need to maintain and no more. Oscar and I were both concerned about some w... Read more
My Story, My Life, My choice
Thursday, December 11, 2008      7 comments

My story starts with the end of my existence. Somewhere between depression, desperation, confusion, loneliness, pain, anger and whatever other negative things one person can muster in a single thought process and emotion I made a choice to... Read more
A Word for the Day!
Wednesday, December 03, 2008      1 comments

Motivate mo·ti·vate /ˈmoʊtəˌve
ɪt/ Pronunciation Key - [moh-tuh-veyt] Pronunciation Key –verb (used with object), -vat·ed, -vat·ing. to provide with a motive or motives; incite; impel. [Origin: ... Read more
Needing support
Monday, December 01, 2008      1 comments

So I really have to get this next 20 pounds off and I need hugs and motivation and someone to believe in me more than I do right now. My harmones are keeping me in a up and down state of hormonal Heck! 20+ pounds in 32 days. Can I do it?... Read more
Mini Goal set!
Monday, November 24, 2008      0 comments

So I need to set a mini goal for January since i will be off track for 8 weeks after the 2nd. My mini goal is to loose between 15 and 20 pounds before the second of January when I have surgery. Then I am down for 8 weeks. In August w... Read more
Boy That was a surprise
Friday, August 22, 2008      1 comments

I was really concerned about my weigh in to day at the doc. I even thought about not going at all. But I went to face the music. I lost another 12 pounds. Met my goal. I was sure that I would not meet it. I am VERY proud of myself! ... Read more

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