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Smart People on Sparkpeople; why was I avoiding you?
Thursday, August 19, 2010      10 comments

Guilt, it plays a mean number on you doesn't it? When you feel crappy about yourself, reading about people that are moving can make you feel worse, or so I thought. I have been thinking about this a lot lately. The thoughts that have been goi... Read more
If I were moving any slower I would be going in reverse!
Wednesday, August 18, 2010      8 comments

Patience is a virtue. One that I sometimes lack in. I can go for months on end not working out, but then when I work out I feel my numbers should be back where they were before being a sloth. I struggled through the bike on Monday. Many... Read more
Ground Zero, Again!
Monday, August 16, 2010      13 comments

I am an amazing person. I am an amazing person. I am an amazing person.........I have lost my way. Have you ever smoked? I never have. Thankfully, I do not know how I would handle another vice in my life. I have never used drugs. I d... Read more
clean slate
Friday, July 16, 2010      7 comments

Sometimes bad things happen. Sometimes life gets in the way. Sometimes I am really cruel to myself. kate(keakman) would call her Brenda(her evil inner voice). I am goi... Read more
When your spouse is a weenie......
Monday, June 28, 2010      15 comments

Has your spouse or significant other ever been a weenie? I have sparked before about how mirrors can give you a false sense of what your image looks like. A woman, even th... Read more
A kick in the butt from a Spark friend across the country.
Sunday, June 27, 2010      8 comments

I have learned a lot in the past year.... For the past few months I have let life get in my way of enjoying my life. I am not going to sugar coat that my life has more than sucked lately. But I have let the bad things way block the vision of t... Read more
Reflections of the weekend and a turn around in my attitude.
Monday, June 14, 2010      11 comments

There is just something about a relaxing weekend to make you feel renewed. I had a lot of time to think about things this weekend. If you know me, you know that boating can be a challenging time. The food at the boat is sometimes crap. Home... Read more
my crazy day in Boston
Tuesday, June 08, 2010      7 comments

As promised, I would start blogging about my adventures again this week. This blog is rated Y for Yummy. If you get triggered by pictures of yummy pastry, do not read this blog... Saturday I had an 8 hour class in boston, or so I th... Read more
Still treading water.
Thursday, June 03, 2010      9 comments

I have a bunch of things going on in my life right now. I am ok, I just have not been focusing on me. That is changing. Next week, you can make me accountable, i will be back writing about my adventures and filling you with the blogs that hav... Read more
My life is like a playground.
Monday, May 17, 2010      17 comments

Life has been like a playground. My emotions have been all over the place. So here is a blog a long time in the making. An important blog. An honest blog.... This spring I felt good till March. Pleased with Progress. How I worked o... Read more
Good News!!!!
Thursday, May 06, 2010      11 comments

Today was a day that I got my results from my doctor on the echocardiogram that I had done last week. Good news, I DO NOT HAVE PRIMARY PULMONARY HYPERTENSION!!!!!!!! Bad news, I have asthma, but I have known that for a long time. The hear... Read more
It is not day one, it is day 400 plus.
Wednesday, May 05, 2010      9 comments

So as we make our journey in weight loss we often hit our bumps in the road. Sometimes a set back, or I would like to call it, a detour in the journey. A detour does not have to be just on the scale. A detour can be many things: scale number,... Read more
Strange Day
Wednesday, April 28, 2010      14 comments

Today is a strange day. I should have known when I woke up and the sun was out and we were having a snow shower that it was no ordinary day.... I got the family off, took my shower and sat down with my coffee for a quick cup before my day care... Read more
Excuses are like weeds!
Tuesday, April 27, 2010      15 comments

Many things have been bugging me lately But one thing that has been consuming me are weeds. Literally! Weeds have taken over most of my lawn. I do not want to use chemica... Read more
Finally, the scale went down!
Thursday, April 15, 2010      16 comments

I do not get hung up by numbers anymore. Or at least I try not to. Last week before stepping on Doctors scales twice, I reminded myself that the number on the scale does not represent my self worth. It does not. Especially when i was feeling... Read more

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