SP Premium


ISAVEDME80's Blogs

5 months late i think?
Friday, May 09, 2014      12 comments

Well as many of you know my uncle killed himself last yr and my grandma lives with me and it hit her VERY hard to lose another child esp since it had been only 3 yrs since my mom died and grandma has been very depressed since mom died and my un... Read more
Feeling empty
Monday, December 23, 2013      19 comments

Well things haven't been good here as you can tell from my past posts this last year has been very hard on our family. my uncles killing himself opened my eyes to a lot of stuff and a lot of anger toward the way he did things to lead to that... Read more
Got The Money Today....Yay
Wednesday, October 02, 2013      13 comments

I got the money today. took 5 grand off my home equity loan. I didn't really wanna do it this way....but my brother and my nephews safety is more important to me than anything i need in this entire world. and my brothers eyes seem to be open to ... Read more
Thank You And An Answered Prayer
Tuesday, October 01, 2013      15 comments

Thank you to everyone who message me about my uncle, and even more thanks to the lady who is sending grandma a prayer shawl, your all angels. it means a lot that you took the time to pray and send my grandma a token of love. she needs it very mu... Read more
My Uncle Killed Himself Today
Friday, September 27, 2013      65 comments

My moms brother killed himself Today(thursday) the one that had cancer and I guess he couldn't handle the pain anymore. IDK. I'm very angry right now. And very stressed. And my grandma lost another child. I don't know how to comf... Read more
Please Pray for my brother
Tuesday, September 24, 2013      26 comments

Please Pray for my brother and his two boys they are going thru a rough time with some things and also please pray for his wife. she is the cause of the rough time.... pray that she grows up and gets the help she needs before her immaturity ... Read more
Men And Meatloaf
Wednesday, September 18, 2013      21 comments

boring day mostly but i did make a nice meatloaf for dinner used a huge purple onion in it. other than that my boyfriend and I kinda got into a little bicker over something reallly stupid. he is 23 and im 33 and so i guess its to be ex... Read more
Finding My Friend Again
Monday, September 16, 2013      16 comments

Rain supposed to be coming for like all week, I'm glad. Got some reading done today. cleared my mind a lot. I had orange juice and i know once i get back to eating healthy again I will feel better, for my fibromyalgia and for my healt... Read more
Broken Mirrors And Broken Dreams
Saturday, September 14, 2013      20 comments

So last night we got a call from dad saying that his brother (the one with the cancer) was hospitalized and put into the ICU. So my brothers wife convinced me and my brother that we should be the bigger people and go be there for our dad b... Read more
Friday, September 13, 2013      14 comments

Eh,.. In other news I had court the for the bathroom floor again. won the case AGAIN. and the guy is ordered to pay it back but this time it says he only has to pay back half of what I paid him to fix my floor. Now have to see what is going on... Read more
God Saves Me Yet Again
Tuesday, September 10, 2013      19 comments

Welp my dad give me my moms promise ring for my birthday monday. He got it for her when she was 15. they got married when she was 16 and had me when she was 17. , they were married 31 yrs. She woulda turned 50 this yr She passed away 2.5 yrs ... Read more
34 Things To Do
Monday, September 09, 2013      27 comments

I turned 33 today and I figured since I'm here I'll start this year by making a list off 34 things I want to do before I'm 34. 0.Do not be so hard on myself. I have random bouts of depression because of my fibromyalgia. I am not weak. I ta... Read more
UnHappy Birthday To Me
Sunday, September 08, 2013      31 comments

Tomorrow I will be 33. Starting Tuesday I'm cutting out all pop again and bad foods and going back to my fibromyalgia. you would think since i had it since i was 20 i would learn but when your stressed out and everyone's sick or dying its re... Read more
Lazy Day
Tuesday, September 03, 2013      15 comments

So I went to bed at 7pm last night. I woke up feeling good. I think that is the first time in my entire life i went to bed that early when I was not ill. It felt so amazing. And I have had the whole afternoon to myself. I have done not... Read more
I'm Back
Monday, September 02, 2013      14 comments

Welp in 7 days I will be 33... I have had a LOT of stress lately and hadn't made the time to get online and blog which is bad because it was a help at my stress. I'll do my best to try to log into here daily and write. I need the reli... Read more

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 Last Page »