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and yet another death
Wednesday, January 18, 2012      3 comments

just found out my dear aunt on my moms side of the family died this morning. Such a sad day.... Read more
and yet another death
Monday, January 16, 2012      2 comments

staying home from work today due to blare up of vertigo. sooooo dizzy today. called a friend and coworker of mine and she will work my shift ( thank fully!). When I called work to let them know I would not make it into work, and that sh... Read more
another death
Sunday, January 15, 2012      4 comments

friend from church just past away. suffered a stroke this morning and died. they were able to bring him back to life, but he then suffered a major brain aneurism. the family decided not to do surgery and have kept him on life support most ... Read more
and the sad news keeps on coming
Thursday, January 12, 2012      6 comments

just found out not even five minutes ago, that my husbands aunt - the one that was recently diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer has now been diagnosed with breast cancer as well and there is nothing else they can do for her. Will this day ... Read more
more sad news
Wednesday, January 11, 2012      9 comments

just talked with my mom, my dad is on his way home from his only brothers funeral. she just found out that her youngest sister is about to die. Too many issues to mention - the main one is liver problems for years. my heart is breaking. T... Read more
update from doctor
Monday, January 09, 2012      4 comments

just got back from the doctor's office. follow up visit for meds. bad news = thyroid is too low again so they are adjusting that med hormone level is too low - she is waiting on that one ( due to death in family wants to wait? why?... Read more
giving up
Saturday, January 07, 2012      8 comments

spoiler - I am spiraling down and dont know how to make it stop. With the loss of my uncle, and seeing and hearing the pain in my dads eyes, voice. I cant take it. It is literally breaking my heart and there is nothing I can do to ease hi... Read more
surprised by my emotions -1-6-2012
Saturday, January 07, 2012      4 comments

I found out this morning that my dad's only brother died. I am very very very much a daddy's girl and my uncle is just like my dad only an older version. My heart is breaking. I know that he loved the Lord with all of his heart and that h... Read more
overwhelmed --- Yikes!!!
Friday, December 09, 2011      1 comments

oiy! sigh. rant... rave.... tears.... frustration. ugh - go away!!!!!! why???? why do I always hurt? why do I feel like a failure? why do I feel ugly and worthless? undesireable? unlovely? unwanted? without hope? sigh. m... Read more
day 22 of streak
Sunday, November 13, 2011      2 comments

today is day 22 of my workout streak or first day of week four in a row. I am celebrating this small victory as it has been a loooooong time since I have accomplished working out this many days in a row. So I am celebrating by posting this... Read more
11-10-11 - what will you do to reach your goals by the end of the year. -8 more weeks - we can do th
Thursday, November 10, 2011      1 comments

I have been doing well, with working out every day - getting at least ten minutes of exercise every day for the past three weeks. I am soo tired. I know I need to keep going. As I write this it is late at night and I am tired, that is whe... Read more
small streak started
Sunday, October 23, 2011      4 comments

today is day five of exercising in a row. exercise bike thirty minutes or more every day for the past five days. pain and all. had to do something. Hubby was blessed this morning and able to get an elk so this year there is meat in the ... Read more
10-14-2011 - dealing with more life issues - death and poor health
Saturday, October 15, 2011      3 comments

another death in my husbands family within 2 weeks. and dealing with ruptured ovarian cysts. surgery for me is not an option at this time. no funds and having already been through a partial hysterectomy 7 years ago - just don't want to go thr... Read more
asking for prayer for decision towards getting healthy
Thursday, October 06, 2011      4 comments

am asking for prayer and wisdom. seeking wisdom on how to best improve my health. have upcoming doc appt. I feel like if I tell my doc that the headaches are getting worse and the migraines much worse and more frequent all she will do is up t... Read more
Tuesday, October 04, 2011      3 comments

cloudy, might rain, glad I went for a walk yesterday when it was sunny and mid 70's. Today is a stay inside and make a batch of chicken noodle soup kind of day. I am thankful that no matter what the weather - sunny or rainy, that God is al... Read more

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