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overwhelming day
Thursday, November 16, 2006      0 comments

11-15-06 Wow! Has today been an overwhelming day. With bad news from the doctor about the shoulder. Work L&I denying claim. short staffed at work. Points and documentation from work if I take Friday off for shot in shoulder to get better - ... Read more
Wednesday, November 15, 2006      0 comments

11/14/06 Oh what a day! I am feeling extremely exhausted, lied to, deceived, controlled and I do not know if it is real - or just my imagination and I am taking things wrong. I don;'t know what to do or who to turn to. I wrote a note for ... Read more
struggling with the demon - depression
Saturday, November 11, 2006      1 comments

11/11/06 - struggling with the demon - depression. Boy, this is a tough one. I don't wish to just spew junk here. But this is a difficult issue and a tough time for me right now. How do I get through this with a good attitude? With hea... Read more
Friday, November 10, 2006      0 comments

11/10 - dicouraged I weighed in today and after 3 months of being at 150 - I have now gained 5 pounds and am back up to 155. Julie... Read more
live the life I want
Sunday, November 05, 2006      2 comments

11-5 - live the life I want. the article today was so inspiring. The idea of living the life I want is freeing. It inspires me that no matter what the circumstances I am facing - to live the life I want to act and not react to my life. ... Read more
Saturday, November 04, 2006      0 comments

11-4 - continued progress This week I have managed to replace one meal with salad one day, did thirty five crunches daily - even added five reverse crunches two days, and kept up with my walking. I way the same, but feel good knowing that... Read more
continuing on
Thursday, November 02, 2006      0 comments

11/2 continuing on Life is extremely hectic right now with one no-call, no-show at work last night, another person gave his two week notice two nights ago and now the two morning people are transferring out of our department. I was schedu... Read more
weekend upon me.
Saturday, October 28, 2006      0 comments

October 27,th, and the weekend is upon me. This week seemed rather long and tiring. Not sure why - could just be the weather and catching up from last week with very little sleep. I passed my food handlers test and received my card - but t... Read more
feeling blah!
Thursday, October 26, 2006      0 comments

October 24, almost 25. I don't know what is wrong with me. I am just feeling really blah. Extremely tired and unmotivated. I have actually walked over four miles every day this week so far and have done thirty crunches daily - just want... Read more
Wednesday, October 18, 2006      0 comments

October 18 - Exhausted slept less than four hours last night and worked almost ten hours at work. On the positive side, I did my crunches and even added 5 extra today. I have walked thirty minutes and even though I bought a Mountain Dew ( hit ... Read more
Oct 16, Giving it your all
Monday, October 16, 2006      0 comments

Monday October 16, Went to physical therapy for shoulder today - it is soooo bad even after a week off from work that she taped it up for extra support. It is raining and I feel blah. I need to go get the laundry done and walk for today. ... Read more
return from camping
Sunday, October 15, 2006      0 comments

October 15, Returned from hunting and camping today. Was so rested and ready to jump into things and get back on track. Then checked in at work and not feel overwhelmed and just bawled all the way home. Work is just sooooooo stressful an... Read more
October 1 - a new day
Sunday, October 01, 2006      1 comments

Well, here it is October 1rst already. Time is flying by. My weight is hovering, and daily circumstances seem to be overwhelming me. I just want to go on record and say thank God for all my wonderful friends here at SP. They have all reached... Read more
Sept 30th Apology
Saturday, September 30, 2006      1 comments

I am offering my sincerest apology. I feel I have overstepped my bounds and shared too much info. I have been asked by a wonderful person here to seek professional help as SP is not equipped to deal with the issues I am currently facing. I re... Read more
horrible time right now
Saturday, September 30, 2006      4 comments

Sept 29th: Horrible time for me right now.. Four years ago I was dating a man who told me he had gotten divorced - he wasn't livi9ng with his ex - etc. after dating for a couple of months I broke it off with him. He reacted by breaking in... Read more

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