The evil "but" and my battle to conquer it! (and other babblings)
Wednesday, June 09, 2010 0 comments
Well I'm almost four months into my journey and I've lost 40 lbs. I'm feeling pretty good in that aspect, yet I still manage to think myself into an anxious state of mind. Logically, I should be proud and excited and feeling really awesome rig... Read more
I was good!
Tuesday, June 01, 2010 0 comments
I managed to stay in my calorie bracket the WHOLE holiday weekend! I may not have stayed at the lowest end of my bracket like usual, but I didn't go over! Plus I broke through my plateau and found out I've lost another 7 lbs, I'm not updating ... Read more
I think I'm doing it again.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010 1 comments
Yup, I'm doing that "thing" again. I'm doing that impatient "thing"; that tired, grouchy, depressing "thing"; that I'm never going to be good enough "thing"; that drop kick to the face if you get in my way "thing"; that Dear God, help me find m... Read more
Keep on trucking
Wednesday, May 19, 2010 2 comments
Well here I am, just going and going and going. I think what really gets me through is that i have this hope in the back of my mind that one of these days I'll just look down and be healthy, be thin. And I will be. Even if it's a year from no... Read more
Better spirits, today!
Thursday, May 13, 2010 0 comments
I'm coming back from my spell of depression! I keep reminding myself that I'm doing good and the only way I'm not doing good would be if I were not trying at all. And believe me, I'm trying! I wore my new jeans and a shirt yesterday and I kep... Read more
Down 30 lbs, why aren't I happier??
Monday, May 10, 2010 7 comments
Well, I've lost more weight, I'm officially 30 lbs down since February. So I should be ecstatic right?? I am happy, I just feel kinda down because well... even after 30 lbs I still have 100 lbs left to lose. That really just makes you think a... Read more
Patience = Rewards!
Sunday, April 11, 2010 0 comments
So, life has been good. I figured out what's been wrong with me... I haven't been eating enough!! Blah! I need to remember to be patient. It took a bit to gain this weight, it's going to take a bit to lose it! I had a scare with weight gain... Read more
wow - I jogged!!!
Sunday, April 04, 2010 5 comments
So, two nights in a row I jogged!!! I've been walking so fast on the treadmill that I thought man I just feel like running!!! But I never did, I was afraid I'd look stupid or embarrass myself; two nights in a row I would jog then speed walk, jo... Read more
What's wrong with me??
Tuesday, March 30, 2010 0 comments
The past month I've felt really.... bleh! I'm not sure what's going on, I need to be eating more protein and complex carbs maybe? Yesterday I ate a fiber plus bar and a banana for breakfast and I didn't even get hungry until almost 1. I made... Read more
Not so bad
Thursday, March 18, 2010 1 comments
I was feeling really down on myself, and honestly all of a sudden I'm not really sure why. I've been a member since February 7 and it's not March 18th. That's a little over 5 weeks in which I've lost 15 lbs... So really, I'm right on track! No... Read more
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