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The evil "but" and my battle to conquer it! (and other babblings)
Wednesday, June 09, 2010      0 comments

Well I'm almost four months into my journey and I've lost 40 lbs. I'm feeling pretty good in that aspect, yet I still manage to think myself into an anxious state of mind. Logically, I should be proud and excited and feeling really awesome rig... Read more
I was good!
Tuesday, June 01, 2010      0 comments

I managed to stay in my calorie bracket the WHOLE holiday weekend! I may not have stayed at the lowest end of my bracket like usual, but I didn't go over! Plus I broke through my plateau and found out I've lost another 7 lbs, I'm not updating ... Read more
I think I'm doing it again.
Tuesday, May 25, 2010      1 comments

Yup, I'm doing that "thing" again. I'm doing that impatient "thing"; that tired, grouchy, depressing "thing"; that I'm never going to be good enough "thing"; that drop kick to the face if you get in my way "thing"; that Dear God, help me find m... Read more
Thursday, May 20, 2010      7 comments

I'm SO hungry... I've been snacking all day, too, I don't know what's wrong with me, but every time I eat something new it's like it doesn't affect my hunger or I'll be satisfied and then an hour later I'm hungry again. What the hell??? I've h... Read more
Keep on trucking
Wednesday, May 19, 2010      2 comments

Well here I am, just going and going and going. I think what really gets me through is that i have this hope in the back of my mind that one of these days I'll just look down and be healthy, be thin. And I will be. Even if it's a year from no... Read more
Better spirits, today!
Thursday, May 13, 2010      0 comments

I'm coming back from my spell of depression! I keep reminding myself that I'm doing good and the only way I'm not doing good would be if I were not trying at all. And believe me, I'm trying! I wore my new jeans and a shirt yesterday and I kep... Read more
Down 30 lbs, why aren't I happier??
Monday, May 10, 2010      7 comments

Well, I've lost more weight, I'm officially 30 lbs down since February. So I should be ecstatic right?? I am happy, I just feel kinda down because well... even after 30 lbs I still have 100 lbs left to lose. That really just makes you think a... Read more
Patience = Rewards!
Sunday, April 11, 2010      0 comments

So, life has been good. I figured out what's been wrong with me... I haven't been eating enough!! Blah! I need to remember to be patient. It took a bit to gain this weight, it's going to take a bit to lose it! I had a scare with weight gain... Read more
wow - I jogged!!!
Sunday, April 04, 2010      5 comments

So, two nights in a row I jogged!!! I've been walking so fast on the treadmill that I thought man I just feel like running!!! But I never did, I was afraid I'd look stupid or embarrass myself; two nights in a row I would jog then speed walk, jo... Read more
What's wrong with me??
Tuesday, March 30, 2010      0 comments

The past month I've felt really.... bleh! I'm not sure what's going on, I need to be eating more protein and complex carbs maybe? Yesterday I ate a fiber plus bar and a banana for breakfast and I didn't even get hungry until almost 1. I made... Read more
Not so bad
Thursday, March 18, 2010      1 comments

I was feeling really down on myself, and honestly all of a sudden I'm not really sure why. I've been a member since February 7 and it's not March 18th. That's a little over 5 weeks in which I've lost 15 lbs... So really, I'm right on track! No... Read more

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