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A cheat meal won't kill me
Tuesday, March 14, 2017      4 comments

Sometimes I feel like I haven't changed that much, but then I look back on the last two months of my life. I went from soda being the only form of hydration I had to drinking only water (and the occasional coffee because I'm addicted). I went fr... Read more
Small Victories Along the Way
Saturday, March 04, 2017      3 comments

Sometimes it really isn't about the weight. I have been the same pant size at 180 pounds as I was at 207, and right now at 198 I feel as small as I did 18 pounds lighter. Yesterday, I wore my tightest pair of work pants and my smaller shirt to w... Read more
Monday, February 20, 2017      2 comments

Yo-yo dieting is what I seem to do best, and it seems like no matter how many times I lose weight, I always manage to gain it back. This time is different, though. I don't know how to explain it, but it just feels different. I started really not... Read more
Back on Track
Saturday, February 27, 2016      3 comments

I was ready to bring 2016 in with a bang and get back on track, but I have hit many road blocks in the last two months. The road blocks began on January 1st. I was at my friend's house along with five other friends, and I woke up at 6 AM to a fi... Read more
Saturday, December 19, 2015      1 comments

It has been a very very long time since I have been on here, but I am very proud to say that I am actually lighter than I was the last time I logged on. This year has been incredibly chaotic. I suddenly decided to change my major, hated the majo... Read more
More than just weight loss
Tuesday, January 06, 2015      0 comments

Although I am still incredibly frustrated with myself for gaining weight, I am realizing how much more confident I am than I was even a year ago right now. I've always been very interested in fashion and make-up. I want to look my best every da... Read more
Not the beginning; just a continuation of what I already began
Friday, January 02, 2015      1 comments

The road to success is bumpy. There are many obstacles in the way. It is not easy, and there will be minor setbacks. This is something that I continue to learn on this journey. Something inside of me just had enough on February 24, 2014. I j... Read more
Sunday, August 24, 2014      0 comments

A few weeks ago I said that I was getting back on track, but I am really struggling with that for some reason right now. I don't know why I can't make myself do this since it's something that I want so much, but I am going to keep pushing becaus... Read more
recommitting--lost time but it's not starting over
Sunday, August 10, 2014      3 comments

I don't know why I feel it necessary to sabotage myself but that is exactly what I have been doing lately. I was doing so well. I lost almost half of what I wanted to lose, I was making better choices, and I was completely changing my lifestyle ... Read more
Almost at the halfway point!
Tuesday, July 15, 2014      1 comments

Summer has always been a season that I dread because of the clothing. Shorts never looked right on my thighs that rubbed together and jiggled when I walked. Tank tops revealed my very chubby arms and belly. I hate wearing my hair up because I fe... Read more
Slowly getting there
Monday, July 14, 2014      1 comments

I am feeling pretty good today! I had a rather lousy day at work, but for once I'm not allowing that to affect what I eat, and that is saying something considering that I work at Dairy Queen AND get free soft serve during my shift. Today I had t... Read more
I will get there
Saturday, July 12, 2014      2 comments

I haven't been blogging lately, but I have been back on track for about a week now, and I can feel the difference already. The bloating is going down, and my waist feels like it's getting smaller again. Yesterday, I went to the gym for the fir... Read more
I guess I didn't gain weight back....Happy!!!
Thursday, June 26, 2014      1 comments

I weighed myself about a week ago, and it really scared me, because I was right back up to 190. That was a number that I have gone back to time and time again, and I swore when i got to 189 that that wouldn't happen. Really, I have never lost mo... Read more
I'm back, and I'm back on track!!
Wednesday, June 25, 2014      0 comments

So about a month ago, I got sick. It was just a cold, but it knocked me off my feet, and led me back to old ways. With summer in full swing, I'm working 30+ hours a week at a fast food restaurant. My hours are weird so there is very little time ... Read more
22 down!!!!
Wednesday, May 21, 2014      2 comments

So I have been sick for a little over a week now, and although I know that I could have safely worked out, I didn't. However, that may be exactly what my body needed. I have been stuck at 190 for weeks now, and that has made me incredibly frustr... Read more

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