Eating myself to death ...
Sunday, April 23, 2017 12 comments
I just weighed myself, I gained 10 lbs in one month ! I am literally eating myself to death. Very close to my highest ever weight. I am letting my love for food control my entire life. My weight and lifestyle are affecting me in so many ways... Read more
Almost 400 lbs.
Saturday, February 06, 2016 9 comments
I posted something recently on the message boards and one of the replys I got really hit home with me. They said you are almost 400 lbs. That's right, just 21 lbs. short of weighing 400. When I first read this, it almost felt like they were talk... Read more
A trip down memory lane ...
Saturday, October 03, 2015 3 comments
As I am browsing through SP this morning, I decide to check on my page and realized I have been a member of sp since November 2008 ! That is 7 years !!! Now with that being said, my mind has gone back those 7 years, back to 2008. I think of t... Read more
Spring - Time for new beginnings ....
Sunday, March 22, 2015 1 comments
I was given a spark goody recently. The message that came with it really hit home with me. It read " Spring is the time for new beginnings and transformation " How true, but what I really got out of that message is that I have been struggling fo... Read more
Life at 350 pounds ...
Saturday, November 22, 2014 2 comments
Where to begin ... first of all, I never thought I would ever be writing a blog on what it is like to be 350 lbs. Life at this weight is so much different then it was when I was smaller, and I know because I once weighed 145 lbs. At 350 pou... Read more
Why did I do this to myself ?????
Tuesday, May 20, 2014 141 comments
I have not been doing so well since just before Easter.... I had gotten back on track for awhile, then I fell back into my old habits and havn't gotten back up yet. I know what I need to do, I just need to do it. Sounds easy doesn't it ? I h... Read more
A letter to me ....
Sunday, April 07, 2013 2 comments
As I am getting ready to begin the journey to a healthier, happier and smaller me, I want to write a letter to myself so when I look back six months, one year or five years from now, I don't want to forget how I feel right now and never wa... Read more
Been doing alot of thinking .....
Saturday, April 06, 2013 4 comments
I have been doing alot of thinking lately about my life. Last night when I went to bed and couldn't sleep , I tried to figure out just what went wrong in my life, how I ended up today at 342 lbs. I've always struggled with weight but not to thi... Read more
What a difference 1 year makes :(
Sunday, July 11, 2010 2 comments
I was just checking my page and realized it has been almost 1 year since I have posted. I was down 48.5 lbs then . I have since regained most of that, I am now only down 16.5 lbs. Very discouraging. I could probably have been alot closer to... Read more
Glad this work day is over!
Wednesday, February 03, 2010 0 comments
I am so glad this work day is over. It started out first thing this morning with being late for work, then when I was running an errand this morning I locked my keys in the car while it was running (had to bum a ride home for the spare key) then... Read more
Having a bad week !
Wednesday, January 27, 2010 1 comments
I am really struggling this week. I seem to have lost my motivation and I don't know where to look for it. I wish I could find a group that was doing a weight loss contest because I am a competetive person and I think that would give me the ju... Read more
Feeling like a new woman!
Sunday, July 26, 2009 6 comments
I am so glad to say that I am officially below the 250 mark! It has been a long time since I have seen this weight. Got a long way to go but I feel and look so much better and am so much more comfortable in my own skin. Can't wait to see ho... Read more
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