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Eating myself to death ...
Sunday, April 23, 2017      12 comments

I just weighed myself, I gained 10 lbs in one month ! I am literally eating myself to death. Very close to my highest ever weight. I am letting my love for food control my entire life. My weight and lifestyle are affecting me in so many ways... Read more
Almost 400 lbs.
Saturday, February 06, 2016      9 comments

I posted something recently on the message boards and one of the replys I got really hit home with me. They said you are almost 400 lbs. That's right, just 21 lbs. short of weighing 400. When I first read this, it almost felt like they were talk... Read more
A trip down memory lane ...
Saturday, October 03, 2015      3 comments

As I am browsing through SP this morning, I decide to check on my page and realized I have been a member of sp since November 2008 ! That is 7 years !!! Now with that being said, my mind has gone back those 7 years, back to 2008. I think of t... Read more
Spring - Time for new beginnings ....
Sunday, March 22, 2015      1 comments

I was given a spark goody recently. The message that came with it really hit home with me. It read " Spring is the time for new beginnings and transformation " How true, but what I really got out of that message is that I have been struggling fo... Read more
Life at 350 pounds ...
Saturday, November 22, 2014      2 comments

Where to begin ... first of all, I never thought I would ever be writing a blog on what it is like to be 350 lbs. Life at this weight is so much different then it was when I was smaller, and I know because I once weighed 145 lbs. At 350 pou... Read more
Voted Popular Blog Post: View All Popular Posts Why did I do this to myself ?????
Tuesday, May 20, 2014      141 comments

I have not been doing so well since just before Easter.... I had gotten back on track for awhile, then I fell back into my old habits and havn't gotten back up yet. I know what I need to do, I just need to do it. Sounds easy doesn't it ? I h... Read more
A letter to me ....
Sunday, April 07, 2013      2 comments

As I am getting ready to begin the journey to a healthier, happier and smaller me, I want to write a letter to myself so when I look back six months, one year or five years from now, I don't want to forget how I feel right now and never wa... Read more
Been doing alot of thinking .....
Saturday, April 06, 2013      4 comments

I have been doing alot of thinking lately about my life. Last night when I went to bed and couldn't sleep , I tried to figure out just what went wrong in my life, how I ended up today at 342 lbs. I've always struggled with weight but not to thi... Read more
Time ..........
Sunday, February 12, 2012      6 comments

I wrote this just before the holidays and thought I destroyed it. I kept it for some reason and so I have decided to share it. Here goes .... Time ..... We think we have lots of it! But we also tend to waste alot of it. Time we dont ... Read more
I lost this week :) !!!
Saturday, September 11, 2010      2 comments

I am very happy to say that I have lost 4.4 lbs. on the first week of my journey to a healthier happier me :) !... Read more
What a difference 1 year makes :(
Sunday, July 11, 2010      2 comments

I was just checking my page and realized it has been almost 1 year since I have posted. I was down 48.5 lbs then . I have since regained most of that, I am now only down 16.5 lbs. Very discouraging. I could probably have been alot closer to... Read more
Glad this work day is over!
Wednesday, February 03, 2010      0 comments

I am so glad this work day is over. It started out first thing this morning with being late for work, then when I was running an errand this morning I locked my keys in the car while it was running (had to bum a ride home for the spare key) then... Read more
Having a bad week !
Wednesday, January 27, 2010      1 comments

I am really struggling this week. I seem to have lost my motivation and I don't know where to look for it. I wish I could find a group that was doing a weight loss contest because I am a competetive person and I think that would give me the ju... Read more
Good day!
Thursday, August 20, 2009      1 comments

I am feeling good today, got a great weight loss coment from an friend I havn't seen in awhile. Sure makes you feel good when someone else notices your efforts!... Read more
Feeling like a new woman!
Sunday, July 26, 2009      6 comments

I am so glad to say that I am officially below the 250 mark! It has been a long time since I have seen this weight. Got a long way to go but I feel and look so much better and am so much more comfortable in my own skin. Can't wait to see ho... Read more

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