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Day 1; New Beginnings
Monday, April 08, 2013      1 comments

Ok I have seen other people doing this and well it seems like a good idea. I'm going to try to do a daily blog about this journey of weight loss. I have failed so many times before, and even if I fail again I am hoping that looking back at thes... Read more
Broke a promise to myself and it's a good thing.
Friday, March 22, 2013      6 comments

Years ago I said to myself that if I ever got so heavy that I weighed 300+lbs then I should just kill myself. I have been fighting and dealing with depression on my own for probably about over 20 years now and can recall trying to kill myself se... Read more
Vlog Part 2 (video blog)
Tuesday, November 15, 2011      1 comments

I talk about Thanksgiving dilema among rambling....sorry for the rambling.... Read more
First Attemp at Vlogging (video blog)
Tuesday, November 15, 2011      2 comments

Ok, so this is going to be part 1 of 2 because Hally was going crazy and I had to take her out. Sorry for all the rambling, hopefully part 2 won't be as bad.... Read more
Reflection Blog
Sunday, November 13, 2011      6 comments

Well its the 4th week of BLC #12 and I am not where I wanted to be. No one ever said this would be easy, but I at least wanted to be under 300 by now. Hopefully before this challenge is over I will be. Just need to focus on eating more frequent... Read more
Proceed with Caution, exposing Blog
Friday, October 28, 2011      6 comments

After careful thought and looking back at things, I see that all of my coping mechanisms have lead me to where I am today. In a very unhealthy state. But how does one go about changing coping mechanisms that they have had since childhood? There ... Read more
Letter to myself
Saturday, October 22, 2011      5 comments

Woo girl, it has been a whole eight weeks since you started challenging yourself again. How did it feel? I bet some of your clothes are fitting looser and you can get back up from the floor a lot easier now. I know it was a very emotional journe... Read more
I'm back
Saturday, May 22, 2010      2 comments

been off of spark for months and months and months now but i think i'm ready to get back on. Lots have been happening since me "hiatus" and well sad to say no weightloss, more like weightgain *grumbles* Happy to say i am cushing's clear a... Read more
Long over due blog about 1st visit with brand new Dr.
Monday, October 12, 2009      5 comments

So I saw my new Dr. a few weeks ago who thankfully gave me some meds to help get my asthma under control and thats about the only thing positive I can think of. When I mentiuoned how I had been going through some old photos and realized that in... Read more
2nd Day Exercising
Wednesday, September 09, 2009      5 comments

well today was my second day exercising........walked 1.9miles, in 45 minutes, which is 5minutes faster than on Monday, and did my strength training exercises as well. Learned something though, I'm going to be hungry after exercising so I'm go... Read more
Asthma + Exercise = No Attack?
Tuesday, September 08, 2009      7 comments

Ok, so I've been asthmatic since I was 5, and not lucky to have allergy asthma, but I got exercise indused asthma. And this past week has been the week of asthma hell. I have been wanting to get back walking but just didn't trust my lungs. So... Read more
Things Are Looking Brighter
Sunday, September 06, 2009      1 comments

Well got up this morning and I could breathe! Well ok not really, but a whole LOT better than I have been. Lets face it, this has been the asthmatic week of HELL. The prednisone is definately working and I just got two more days of pills, and ... Read more
Stubborness Breakdown
Sunday, September 06, 2009      1 comments

ok so not gonna see my new primary care physicain until the 16th and was trying to hold off. I'm asthmatic and since tuesday i have been living off my inhalers and yesterday i broke down and begged the receptionist to get my a prescription for ... Read more
Sick and Tired of Asthma!
Friday, September 04, 2009      2 comments

Well today I woke up at 5am coughing so much I was gagging, isn't asthma a wonderful disease???? I wish it upon EVERYONE!!! Ok, maybe a bit dramatic, but lets face it when there is a medical issue affecting the mass populace the doctors and scie... Read more
Very Little Eating Today
Thursday, September 03, 2009      1 comments

Ok well its 11pm and I've only had one meal today, totalling just under 600calories. Well I slept in today, didn't wake up to well past 11am, finally had a lunch at around 1:30 then for some odd reason feel asleep around 5 and woke up at 9,... Read more

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