What a cycle Money, food and sexual abuse...
Saturday, March 18, 2017 4 comments
It seems I have figured out my problem are all related. Thoughts of sexual abuse from my childhood, spins out of hand adding to my over eating and money problems eating out to much fast foods. I am starting from the start to learn to love myse... Read more
My crazy life
Sunday, March 05, 2017 6 comments
Why can't I figure out how to do life completely without gain weight? I get crazy because I don't have enough money to pay me bills. My husband has retired and he doesn't make much. So it drives me crazy, so I eat and eat and eat. And I know... Read more
Why Why Why
Saturday, September 26, 2015 6 comments
Today I need to start and look at myself and see what I can change. I started stationary bike today, 5 minutes in the morning and at night. The doctor say my glucose is at 129, I am hoping by not dinking cokes any more this will help. I start... Read more
WHAT I'M I ANGRY ABOUT?
Saturday, March 07, 2015 6 comments
I don't know for sure, is it my eating habits or is it my self worth ?Is it now that my husband has retired early and the savings is gone? And because he had to join Obama health care we had to pay taxes on it $1,000.00 ouch. And because we don... Read more
I don't understand why watching my husband eat makes me so mad.
Sunday, January 11, 2015 9 comments
I guess I am angry from dieting and don't understand why I get so upset. I Have blessed with reading an article on "Do you suffer from Diet Rage". I found it on SparkPeople and at first I read it and forgot to safe it and I known I needed to fin... Read more
When I start to eat better then I eat terrible
Sunday, December 14, 2014 3 comments
When I try to eat better, I end up eating all junk. Maybe I don't care. I know I care I just don't understand it. I there anything I can do different? I think I need to follow a plan where it is written down what I need to eat each day. Is ... Read more
"It is not what you eat, it is what is eating you"
Saturday, December 06, 2014 4 comments
today has been a day not to sure of anything. Don't know how to do it, I have a love hate relationship with my weight I know I am not alone, but it still can bring me down to my knee in feeling not worthy of being a normal weight for me. I did... Read more
I can't believe how much help this little Activity tracker
Tuesday, November 04, 2014 5 comments
has brought to my life. I want to get up and ride my bike come home from no matter how tired and ride my bike. Now eating better this has always been where I go back to old habits. But with this new way of thinking I know it will be a lot eas... Read more
Setting here mad at food because I am addicted to it and when I try to eat right I get angry is ther
Saturday, October 04, 2014 2 comments
Don't know what to do about these thoughts I know I have had them ever since I can remember. I wish there was another way to look at things. Food should be a friend not an enemy. So is there any other way to be? I have heard the saying "It i... Read more
Staring out today feeling lighter
Saturday, September 27, 2014 3 comments
My thoughts have changed since last night. I remember someone told me before that we are ourselves worst person to be hard on us. I should think that each day we grown and learn and if there are short coming there is always another day and for... Read more
Why can't I keep on the right road?
Saturday, September 27, 2014 4 comments
I do good for awhile then I quite, I know I need to know that I am worth, every minute of every day. I feel like my pass comes back to haunt me. Feeling not worthy. Not worth the trouble to try. I have wonderful husband and 3 grown children ... Read more
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