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Today I feel much more HOPE
Saturday, February 06, 2010      3 comments

I have been watching what I eat and I feel that things with my husband are getting better. Everthing I eat he says that isn't good for you or he is always putting my food choices down and for a while I thought if I don't eat at home when he is ... Read more
How do I start to get hold of my soul
Friday, February 05, 2010      5 comments

I can't get on the train to figure out how to lose weight, I don't know or what I need to do. I go do exercise I have been drinking water and eating better and then I just don't feel like it is alright like I'm doing something wrong. At the sa... Read more
I feel so much better
Sunday, January 31, 2010      4 comments

On Thursday my daughter lost their dog and I went around their neighborhood looking and I asked some kids on the street over from her and they said we hadn't seen the dog. Except my son-in-law went that night to look for him and he heard him i... Read more
I just wish that life wasn't so hard on the body
Sunday, January 31, 2010      6 comments

It really makes sense to me, I have been abused and almost tatoo then again lose weight to gain more, ect... I guess since I am a fighter then why do I give up so easily and someday I just hope I can make it through the rest of the day. Why do ... Read more
This week
Friday, January 29, 2010      5 comments

I have been mentally exhausted and I finally figured it out, a boy in my class has missed all week because his mother had a mental break down and it has taken me back to my childhood and it has upset me all over again. I know that I can't my pa... Read more
Today I have sat down
Thursday, January 28, 2010      5 comments

and realize how much junk food I eat today. I had a donut, piece of cherry pie and I had a carmel milk shake. Tonight I sat down and realized that it is about my feel of not being able to pass the test I need to get my certification to become ... Read more

Wednesday, January 27, 2010      4 comments

anyway I am getting ready to go to bed, I guess I need to sleep a little bit and then I can get up and see straight.... Read more
Today went by fast
Tuesday, January 26, 2010      2 comments

and tomorrow I hope is just the same. I know that I enjoy my work and tomorrow I get to play my new spanish exercise music to dance with the students. I can't wait, I know I always feel better when I dance with the classroom. Well I'm going t... Read more
I get to start exercising tomorrow WooHoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, January 24, 2010      4 comments

The doctor said if I changed my exercise to just the bike I will do better. so I will try and only 10 minutes daily and then 20 and see if my pain goes away. Today is my husband birthday so we went out to eat there is a Mexican place by our ho... Read more
Thanks for listening
Saturday, January 23, 2010      3 comments

this is the only place that I can come to without paying bigbucks and having someone telling that I am just crazy. True friends and friends forever and this is a safe place and a place I can feel love even though I have never seen anyone on thi... Read more
My back
Thursday, January 21, 2010      3 comments

this summer had a procedure done to deaden the nerse in my back and I think that since I have been exercising it has started to hurt real bad. but not at the same points that were taken care of. I'm going to the doctor tomorrow because I can't... Read more
My poor aching back
Wednesday, January 20, 2010      6 comments

aching I was in so much pain that I didn't go to exercise today, I know I should take exercise easier because I had all the nerve in my lower back deadened to block the pain from a fall last year. And if I do too much I pay the outcome. so I ca... Read more
Monday Monday
Monday, January 18, 2010      4 comments

Well it's Monday and I enjoyed my day off I went early to work out for 45 minutes and then came home and slept for 3 hours, I guess the pills I take and exercising in the morning make me very tired. But it's okay because I like exercise now tha... Read more
Sunday and no work tomorrow going to work out early
Sunday, January 17, 2010      0 comments

Well I have a slight headache from eating a ice cream cone to get in my 1200 calories, it will go away. My little grandbaby Gracie Trinidad Oronia is now 2 months old and she can only nurse from her mother she can't take a bottle because she s... Read more
Saturday, January 16, 2010      2 comments

I started a gym and once I got me some earplugs and I can watch t.v. well I did 45 minutes on the treadmill and laughed alot. I had fun and I will be trying to do this regularly. I feel so much better and I enjoy doing it. I meet some of my c... Read more

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