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Venting to myself about myself!
Friday, April 08, 2011      4 comments

Am sure my title sounds stupid but not sure how else to describe it! Logically I know I need to lose weight. There is no doubt about that. I am 39 years old, 5'4" and weight 330lbs so something has to change. So why do I find making that change ... Read more
Changing my mindset
Wednesday, February 23, 2011      4 comments

I have really struggled this past month. I kept thinking I lost my motivation and then told myself I really needed to concentrate on my studies (last 3 classes before I receive my degree...amen!!!) and so would concentrate on weight loss after ... Read more
Wondering if I made a parenting mistake..breaks my heart..need to talk it out
Wednesday, February 09, 2011      11 comments

I'm sitting here feeling like my heart is literally breaking and I want to cry so bad...but am at work so no crying plus crying wouldn't fix the situation anyway! I'm the mom to an awesome 15 year old bi-racial boy. Up until I met my now ... Read more
Feeling back on track
Tuesday, February 08, 2011      3 comments

Am feeling so much better this week. I decided to go back to spark stage 1 and stay there until I felt ready to move instead of when it told me it was time to move. I might be here til I'm done with my classes and feel like I can focus more on m... Read more
Thursday, February 03, 2011      4 comments

I have been struggling these last two weeks, struggling with motivation and to even care about what I'm eating or my lack of exercise. Think it started with awful pms combined with stress of realizing that I was in a time crunch in my online cla... Read more
Doing good but thinking pushing too fast with exercise=shin splints!
Wednesday, January 19, 2011      4 comments

I've been doing good on my exercise. Making sure I get atleast my 10 minutes a day in at a minimum. However I've been feeling good enough I've been doing 20 minutes on the treadmill ,when I have time, and doing little sprints of fast walking. TH... Read more
Friend's passing
Saturday, January 15, 2011      5 comments

am still in shock but a friend of mine passed away last night. She leaves behind a husband and 2 sons, one who is a junior in high school and one who is in 6th grade (I believe). While she was not one of my close friends anyone from a small town... Read more
Just need to get some feeling down "on paper"
Friday, January 14, 2011      3 comments

Orginally I typed this to be the front of my sparkpage but then when I got done typing I decided I really didn't want all that right there so have copied and pasted it here for future reference/rereading: I've thought long and hard over wha... Read more
Emotional day
Tuesday, January 11, 2011      0 comments

Rough day today and I let it bother me more than I should have. Had a hearing regarding child support today and the judge lowered the child support I am getting by $100/month! It really upsets me because our son is 15 years old and the chi... Read more
First small speed bump passed!
Monday, January 10, 2011      3 comments

For some reason friday I ate way too much..just couldn't seem to stop myself. And I forgot to exercise. And I do mean I completely and utterly forgot! Got busy and dawned on me about 9pm that I hadn't exercised. Well as that is shortly before be... Read more
Wow! What a welcome!!
Thursday, January 06, 2011      8 comments

I've only been on here a few days but have been welcome into groups and accepted into a bl challange and have had people post on my page welcoming me here!! What awesome support!! I was honestly afraid this site was too big with too many people ... Read more

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