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Monday, May 20, 2013      0 comments

Just writing to get my thoughts out tonight. I'm still working on step 5 and 6. I've shared my moral inventory with my sponsor, but I want to/need to share it with another person face to face. I'm not sure who that will be yet. For now I... Read more
Sunday Gratitudes
Sunday, May 19, 2013      3 comments

Today I am thankful for an understanding husband, one who is finally moving toward recovery himself in his own way. Today I am thankful I was able to share with my husband my resentments toward him and make amends for where I have done him... Read more
The Onion
Tuesday, May 14, 2013      4 comments

  THE ONION I was an onion before Christ set me free. Layers upon layers of iniquity. An ugly old onion whose fragrance was strong; That my Jesus bought and loved all along. Unknown to me what He was going to do. Of what H... Read more
Monday is a fresh start!
Monday, May 13, 2013      3 comments

I ate a snack after dinner, but I know it wasn't a hunger thing, it was an anxiety thing. I prayed abut it, and also felt led to talk about my resentments towards my husband, and prayed about forgiving him, and did so. Then I read my bible an... Read more
Thursday night :)
Thursday, May 02, 2013      2 comments

Feeling the itch to get some thoughts down. I'm still working on step 4. Its been a rough couple weeks. I feel like I'm stripping down and facing all these things I really dislike about myself. I'm learning a lot, but its tedious work,... Read more
Its Tuesday!
Tuesday, April 30, 2013      1 comments

I'm reading the new testament from beginning to end because I've never done it that way before, and I'm also one of those people who decides to read the entire bible in a year and I always start at the beginning and fizzle out around proverbs lo... Read more
Slippery Sunday
Sunday, April 28, 2013      3 comments

I'm in a rotten mood today. I'm not sure I'm gonna have much good stuff to share right now but I just need to get my feelings out and I'm gonna use my blog here as a sounding board. I'm attempting to forgive my husband for being a jerk to ... Read more
Thursday Share- On Step 4
Thursday, April 25, 2013      1 comments

so I'm working on my step 4... "Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves" Its not very long this time. My first step 4 was like 5 pages long. this one is only about a page and a half. I've been trying to search dee... Read more
Saturday - a thought on arrogance
Saturday, April 20, 2013      4 comments

I read half of Bills story in the aabb last night before bed. I've read it before a few times and I notice new things everytime. Like last night I saw that arrogance and self-centeredness Bill had early on in myself at one point. Before I had ki... Read more
Friday- a thought about idols
Friday, April 19, 2013      2 comments

I recently re-started OA (Overeaters Anonymous) for the third time. I've brought this up a couple times in shares and blogs, but God keeps revealing more to me as time goes on... On a night a few weeks ago, I was in bed trying to sleep, st... Read more
Tuesday!
Tuesday, April 16, 2013      1 comments

Well, my garage sale wasn't a total bust, but I didn't sell much of the stuff I wanted to get rid of, I ended up donating about 98% of it lol. I sold quite a few magic cards, a nintendo, a sega, all the games for them, and a few other odds and ... Read more
Monday Check - in
Monday, April 08, 2013      1 comments

I'm still here!! I haven't quit! I've been driving all weekend to go pick up my mil from out of town. My kids had a great time seeing their grandparents :) And I managed to do great eating as well! I was not abstinient with flour or sug... Read more
Anxiety = Hunger uhhhmmm nope
Friday, April 05, 2013      1 comments

Well I didn't really reach too many of my goals today, but I DID drink lots of water and stay in my calories. Unfortunately I had another slip abstaining from flour/sugar, today it was sugar. Its really interesting how I've associated th... Read more
Goals for 4/5
Friday, April 05, 2013      2 comments

THAT! Aw snap :) Stay in calorie range No snacking after dinner! Drink WATER and Go for a walk!... Read more
OH MY GOSH GET OVER WHAT OTHERS THINK ALREADY!!!
Thursday, April 04, 2013      1 comments

Dear Me, You seriously need to quit letting what you **THINK** everyone is thinking about you or what you *THINK* someone will get offended by or feelings hurt or blah blah or blah blah DICTATE EVERY SINGLE ACTION YOU TAKE! Holy CRAP! ... Read more

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