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Here we go again
Friday, April 03, 2009      3 comments

I'm gaining too much weight. Again I'm constipated. Its been 5 days since I've really gone to the bathroom..but this time I'm not at 214, I'm at 219. I mean seriously. Thats 15 lbs. I've gained 15 lbs in a month. Who does that. Really....... Read more
SOOOO totally TMI
Sunday, March 29, 2009      1 comments

I finally pooped!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!! Back down to 207, imagine that....... Read more
Wednesday, March 25, 2009      2 comments

I have done very well today. Yesterday I guess I just needed to meltdown a little. I really thought about what I'm putting in my body and when, and realized I was focusing too much on calories and too little on my actual appetite. I've been e... Read more
Epic Fail
Tuesday, March 24, 2009      10 comments

Ok. I weigh myself probably 2-6 times daily. Like a crazy person. Yesterday at the end of the day I weighed 214. WTF. And something else. ALL THIS FOOD I'M EATING IS NOT COMING OUT. Its awful. I feel like 10% of what I'm putt... Read more
I'm so so exhausted
Thursday, March 19, 2009      1 comments

I'm tired of being tired. And talk about irritable. Everything is pissing me off lately. I've been eating so much. Again I'm going to have a hard time keeping this to a 15 lb gain. Paul's mom told me I should try not to gain any weight ... Read more
well so far
Tuesday, March 17, 2009      0 comments

so far this week i've been tracking my calories. i stayed in range yesterday. today i was "ok" not where I would like to be though i want to try to stay around 1800 preferably below 2000. candy and cookies. my downfall i thin... Read more
Sunday, March 15, 2009      1 comments

I'm really already having a tough time with this. My weight is up. I don't like it. I'm going to focus on making good decisions this week. I really really need to. I weighed myself today and it said 211. Yeah it was after I ate t... Read more
Friday, March 13, 2009      3 comments

I just found out I am preggo on Tuesday. This is my first time. I am not married, and have only been dating Paul for about 5 months, but its been the best 5 months I've ever had with someone, and we are both PSYCHED. We had to take it in a littl... Read more
Friday, February 27, 2009      7 comments

This is the THIRD TIME I'VE STARTED TYPING THIS BLOG. IF THIS DISAPPEARS LIKE THE OTHER TWO I WILL CRY. I haven't seen this number since junior high. Seriously. I decided on Monday ENOUGH WAS ENOUGH I had been stuck at the same ... Read more
My Tummy is going going
Friday, January 23, 2009      0 comments

almost gone....! WHAAAAT! I hardly use spark people anymore because I have gotten so good at keeping myself motivated without it. I've been gyming it up again and keeping my calories on control. And I've lost another 5 lbs. at this ... Read more
Life; Everlasting Changes
Wednesday, November 05, 2008      0 comments

Once upon a time, a few years ago, I knew this girl: She was sarcastic and cruel sometimes, she tried to make everyone happy, she was used and abused, and never could get motivated to strive for the best she could be. She blamed the world for ... Read more
Optimism, where did you go?
Sunday, September 14, 2008      1 comments

I've been really down. I'm unhappy in many aspects of my life. I haven't been tracking or really caring what I eat. I haven't really been eating much of late either. Nobody likes a complainer...that's what sparkpeople sent me in my inbox... Read more
this and that
Sunday, August 24, 2008      1 comments

i forgot to mention in the last blog that i've been smoking again. not too bad, but yeah i have been. somehow the 3-4 lbs i gained is gone and i actually dropped a pound since the last time i posted my weight. i don't understand how that ... Read more
Saturday, August 23, 2008      2 comments

i got seriously off track the past couple weeks. things with the bf/fiancee have been sucktastic. screaming fights, slammed doors, its been great. yaaaay. so, no, i haven't been trying. and because i'm not on my feet 12 hours a day,... Read more
I don't know what to do with myself.
Tuesday, August 12, 2008      1 comments

So I went from working 55-60 hours a week to working 25. I have so much free time I feel like pacing. So I looked on craigslist and found some people to talk to on the internet, to see if I can make so friends closer to where I live. Lol.... Read more

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