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Ready or not...Here it comes.
Thursday, November 10, 2011      4 comments

Well, I finally did it. I finally filed for divorce and moved from Phoenix, AZ back home to the Memphis, TN area to be near friends and family. It's both comforting and odd to be home again. I'd actually gotten quite used to Phoenix. I miss ... Read more
A Spark at a Time
Thursday, May 12, 2011      4 comments

So, I've been doing the Curves thing three times a week for 30 minutes and walking for at least two times a week for 50 minutes for a month now. I have seen half an inch come off my abdomen, and 2 lbs lost in ALL that time. I am STILL consumin... Read more
A small step for womankind...
Monday, April 18, 2011      4 comments

Well, you gotta start SOMEWHERE. I got tired of being all talk and no action. Last week on Monday, I joined Curves. I did Curves' workout on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. I walked the dog for 50 minutes (did about 2.5 miles) on Tuesday and ... Read more
What Will It Take
Tuesday, March 08, 2011      9 comments

I wonder what will it take for me to commit to this thing and just DO it? I've been hanging around here since 2008, and guess what I've accomplished? The yoyo factor, that's what. Up, down, up, down. Might as well be on a see saw! It's frus... Read more
This is NOT what I wanted...
Saturday, January 08, 2011      6 comments

I'm rather bummed. I feel TONS better after my surgery to have my gall bladder removed, and the gastro doctor to fix my reflux. However, it bums me out that I'd lost some pounds that I've now been gaining back. I've gained back 5 of the 12 I'... Read more
A new year, a new me...
Saturday, January 01, 2011      8 comments

I don't know how this happened. I lost almost 12 pounds two weeks before my surgery due to restricted diets, and now after surgery I've gained back four pounds. Well, I guess I haven't exactly been "good". I ate brownies and stuff. I want to... Read more
What a way to go...
Tuesday, December 07, 2010      4 comments

Well, thanks to my gall bladder attack the weekend of Thanksgiving, I've had to alter completely the way I eat. The "NO" list is so long, there's not a whole lot left on it I CAN eat. Makes it real challenging and boring eating the same old s... Read more
Dear Tracey,
Friday, November 26, 2010      4 comments

This is a letter from yourself. What do you want? Huh? What do you really want? What would make you happy? What would make you feel good inside? What kind of life do you see yourself feeling content in? See it, and make it happen. A new ... Read more
Another year has come and gone...
Sunday, November 21, 2010      4 comments

Another year has come and almost gone. It's winding down rapidly, and I'm HEAVIER than I was when I started. I am frustrated that I let my personal life bring me down and keep me fat. I need to lose 60 pounds now. That's a LOT. I have some ... Read more
Up and Down on the See Saw
Saturday, November 06, 2010      4 comments

I go up and I go down and I go up and I go down. I am on a See Saw for the past couple of years that never really lets me get anywhere. It is SO HARD for me to lose weight, then many times the scale goes right back up, depressing me and remind... Read more
Wishing I Could Regain Control
Thursday, August 12, 2010      5 comments

I seem to be spinning further and further out of control. I went shopping tonight, and I saw myself in a mirror, and it's no wonder that I'm huffing and puffing. My stomach (upper AND lower) are HUGE now. I feel much of the time like I have t... Read more
Gotta love days like this...
Monday, June 21, 2010      8 comments

It's MONDAY. That in itself should be enough, however, today one of the girls came in that I rarely see, and I think she made the trip just to tell me that she was looking at pictures from a Christmas party about five years ago, and that I look... Read more
This is not going well...
Saturday, June 19, 2010      6 comments

Today, I set a record for the highest weight since 2000. This is not good. The scale is NOT going in the direction it needs to go. I have not been dedicated enough. I have not been faithful to eat right. I have not been faithful to ME. I ... Read more
Self Sabotage-
Wednesday, June 16, 2010      3 comments

I am having a really hard time with all of this. I know what I should and should not be eating. I know what I want. Seeing how much I have to lose sometimes makes me sad and it seems like it's going to be so hard, why kill myself over it? It... Read more
I'm going to SCREAM!
Sunday, June 06, 2010      11 comments

I weighed in this morning, and I gotta tell ya, it's the most I've weighed in MANY years! I'd actually LOST weight while on vacation, to which I had no clue how that happened, then I come home and GAIN that plus some! I'm beyond frustrated. I... Read more

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