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My Pet Snowball
Thursday, December 03, 2009      5 comments

I made myself a snowball as perfect as could be... I thought I'd keep it as a pet, and let it sleep with me. ... Read more
Sunday, November 29, 2009      5 comments

I have been SO incredibly bad this week! I ate more than 2000 calories MOST days. Still, I am 0.4 pounds less than last week. I'm going to consider this a "Gift Horse" and not look him in the mouth. This is an opportunity (a blessing really,... Read more
Sunday weigh in...*trembling*
Friday, November 20, 2009      5 comments

Sunday weigh in is NOT going to be good at all. I have been eating REALLY badly. I also have pain in my right foot. I found out today at the Podiatrist, that I have heel spurs. One really bad one in the right foot. I haven't wanted to walk ... Read more
Drum roll, please.......
Sunday, November 08, 2009      6 comments

Today is weigh in day. I was hoping to lose at least four pounds this week. I switched to an "extremely low" or "no" (basically no, because I didn't have enough carbs to count) way of eating to see if it would help kickstart my weight loss. I... Read more
Today's Lunch~
Thursday, November 05, 2009      5 comments

Today, I had lunch with a friend I haven't seen in a very long time. We went to Chili's. I made up my mind before I got there that I wasn't going to screw up the "low or no carb" eating plan I'm trying right now. I've never tried it as I'm... Read more
You gotta start SOMEWHERE!
Saturday, October 31, 2009      4 comments

When you continue to do the same things you will tend to continue to get the same results. I'm tired of letting myself run all over me! Just because it's hard, doesn't mean I can... Read more
Finding myself...
Wednesday, October 28, 2009      2 comments

It's been a week or two since I blogged, so I decided it's time. I'm trying to find the resolve to do this because I'm really TIRED of being tired all the time. Tired of not fitting in my clothes. Tired of the rolls on my belly making me loo... Read more
Oh the frustration...
Saturday, October 17, 2009      6 comments

Why do I completely DISREGARD what I tell myself? I only mean well. Yet, I blow off the voice in my head telling me NOT to binge again, and I go eat and eat until I feel I'm gonna blow up. It's ridiculous, and this past week has been one big ... Read more
I'm satisfied...
Monday, October 05, 2009      2 comments

I've had the week from "you know where", and I was fully expecting to see weight gain this morning when I stepped on the scale, but to my surprise, I weighed in at EXACTLY what I weighed last week, down to the tenth. So though I wish I'd lost, ... Read more
Wednesday, September 23, 2009      2 comments

The problem with slow progress is that it makes you feel so frustrated you EAT more. I just downed a Jack-In-The-Box burger and fries, and Doctor Pepper. I was like, "I'm hungry, and I'm tired of doing all this and seeing hardly ANY progress."... Read more
The hip bone's connected to the leg bone...
Saturday, September 19, 2009      2 comments

Remember that old song? Well, I've learned a LOT about me and being 'fluffy'. The inside is definately connected to the outside. If you feel like crap inside, it causes weight gain. I've also learned that people will treat you however you... Read more
Heading in the right direction:
Thursday, September 17, 2009      1 comments

I have been trying to be more faithful to myself in getting some exercise. I'm still facing some challenges on the eating side of things, but I'll get there again. I really do want to lose this massive load I carry every day. I want my heart... Read more
Turn this boat around!
Sunday, September 13, 2009      3 comments

It's time to turn this ship (whoops...my fingers put a 't' where the p goes...LOL...BACKSPACE!) around and get it headed in the right direction. If I want success, it is a choice. A choice made by me. I choose to be healthier. This week I ha... Read more
Happy Anniversary to me...
Thursday, September 03, 2009      7 comments

Today marks our 10 year anniversary. I should be excited. Instead, I'm very emotional. My marriage has been on the downcline for some time now. For the last few days, I've been trying to remember why I wanted to marry him in the first place.... Read more
Starting over...
Monday, August 31, 2009      4 comments

For what must be the 9 millionth time, I'm starting over. I had a horrible week this past week full of binging, then my gut just wrenching because of the massive amount of food I FORCED into it. Today is a new day, and a new beginning of a new... Read more

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