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My old goal said healthy, happy, and looking sexy in a little black dress. I still want that but I am not waiting for a magic day in the future I am going to live for the day and each day strive to be healther, happier, and more vibrant.

It has been years since I was first limited by my weight. I have let it hold me back in so many ways that I need to let go and start to live the life that I want and deserve.

I started my journey at Spark People in 2010. Since I first started I ran into several unexpected health issues. I am finally back and am ready to start living my life the way I want to live. So I am restarting today - February 9, 2013.

Update: then I was hit by an out of control truck on February 10, 2013 and nearly died. I am finally back home June 2013 and just taking it one day at a time.

Member Since: 2/24/2010

Fitness Minutes: 711

My Goals:
Is to get back into a healthy life style.

293 (start weight)
283 - 10 pounds gone - done
--2/4/12 (274.5)
--2/29/12 (276) overloaded
--4/29/12 (281) not giving up
--2/9/2013 (285.5) end of April last year we started the medical emergencies... finally I can start moving forward.

OMG reading this I just realized that I wrote this last entry the day before the car accident where I nearly died - 2/10/2013.

270 (Obesity II)
265 - 4/18/2013
260.4 5/8/2013
253.6 5/29/2013
248 (under 250) 6/16/2013
243 - 50 pounds gone 6/24
236 (Obesity I)
233 - 60 pounds gone
223 - 70 pounds gone
213 - 80 pounds gone
203 - 90 pounds gone
202 (Overweight) BR

My Program:
I would not recommend my program to anyone - basically I was hit by a truck.

I was in rehab with multiple breaks in my legs and two broken femurs. I am home now and trying to get back on track. (which is very very hard)

I have two upcoming goals to motivate me:
March 2014 - 5K
April/May 2014 - Universal Studios Trip to Orlando

Personal Information:
I am working on being the person that I truly am. I seem to have veered off course but am finding myself again and I am strong and vibrant.

Other Information:
I love the Harry Potter books. I love to paint and draw. I also love history and visiting historic places.

I also find that I love being active. 5 K here I come :) .

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    Just peeking in on you.
    ::hugs:: Annie
    1052 days ago
    Hello, sweet Summer. Will you be joining us for summer*term? We have a weekly, a daily and 4 choices. It's an EASY 13wk stretch. Starts June 1st. xoxoxo Annie
    2264 days ago
    Dearest sweet Summer, let me know if you're up for the Tri-Term (36 wk) HOGWARTS' challenges and I'll get you over to the owl*mail where you can reacquaint yourself with routines, etc. Then ... it's off to the Tri-Term for autumn, winter & spring terms!! yer' Annie emoticon
    2537 days ago
    The Black Telephone

    When I was a young boy, my father had one of the first telephones in our neighborhood. I remember the polished, old case fastened to the Wall. The shiny receiver hung on the side of the box. I was too little to reach the telephone, but used to listen with fascination
    when my mother talked to it.

    Then I discovered that somewhere inside the wonderful device lived an amazing person. Her name was "Information Please" and there was nothing she did not know. Information Please could supply anyone's number and the correct time.

    My personal experience with the genie-in-a-bottle came one day while my mother was visiting a neighbor. Amusing myself at the tool bench in the basement, I whacked my finger with a hammer, the pain was terrible, but there seemed no point in crying because there was no one home to give sympathy.

    I walked around the house sucking my throbbing finger, finally arriving at the stairway. The telephone! Quickly, I ran for the footstool in the parlor and dragged it to the landing. Climbing up, I unhooked the receiver in the parlor and held it to my ear.

    "Information, please," I said into the mouthpiece just above my head.
    A click or two and a small clear voice spoke into my ear.

    "I hurt my finger..." I wailed into the phone, the tears came readily enough now that I had an audience.

    "Isn't your mother home?" came the question.

    "Nobody's home but me," I blubbered.

    "Are you bleeding?" the voice asked.

    "No,"I replied. "I hit my finger with the hammer and it hurts."

    "Can you open the icebox?" she asked.

    I said I could.

    "Then chip off a little bit of ice and hold it to your finger," said the voice..

    After that, I called "Information Please" for everything. I asked her for help with my geography, and she told me where Philadelphia was. She helped me with my math.

    She told me my pet chipmunk I had caught in the park just the day before, would eat fruit and nuts.

    Then, there was the time Petey, our pet canary, died. I called, "Information Please," and told her the sad story. She listened, and then said things grown-ups say to soothe a child. But I was not consoled. I asked her, "Why is it that birds should sing so beautifully and bring joy to all families, only to end up as a heap of feathers on the bottom of a cage?"

    She must have sensed my deep concern, for she said quietly, " Wayne, always remember that there are other worlds to sing in."

    Somehow I felt better.

    Another day I was on the telephone, "Information Please."
    "Information," said in the now familiar voice.
    "How do I spell fix?" I asked.

    All this took place in a small town in the Pacific Northwest. When I was nine years old, we moved across the country to Boston. I missed my friend very much.

    "Information Please" belonged in that old wooden box back home and I somehow never thought of trying the shiny new phone that sat on the table in the hall. As I grew into my teens, the memories of those childhood conversations never really left me.

    Often, in moments of doubt and perplexity I would recall the serene sense of security I had then. I appreciated now how patient, understanding, and kind she was to have spent her time on a little boy.

    A few years later, on my way west to college, my plane put down in Seattle. I had about half an hour or so between planes. I spent 15 minutes or so on the phone with my sister, who lived there now. Then without thinking what I was doing, I dialed my hometown
    operator and said, "Information Please."

    Miraculously, I heard the small, clear voice I knew so well.
    I hadn't planned this, but I heard myself saying, "Could you please tell me how to spell fix?"
    There was a long pause. Then came the soft spoken answer, "I guess your finger must have healed by now."

    I laughed, "So it is really you," I said. "I wonder if you have any idea how much you really meant to me during that time ..."

    "I wonder," she said, "if you know how much your calls meant to me. I never had any children and I used to look forward to your calls."

    I told her how often I had thought of her over the years and I asked if I could call her again when I came back to visit my sister. "Please do," she said. "Just ask for Sally."

    Three months later I was back in Seattle. A different voice answered, "Information." I asked for Sally. "Are you a friend?" she said. "Yes, a very old friend," I answered.

    "I'm sorry to have to tell you this," She said. "Sally had been working part time the last few years because she was sick. She died five weeks ago."

    Before I could hang up, she said, "Wait a minute, did you say your name was Wayne?" "Yes." I answered. Well, Sally left a message for you. She wrote it down in case you called. "Let me read it to you."

    The note said: "Tell him there are other worlds to sing in. He'll know what I mean."
    I thanked her and hung up. I knew what Sally meant.

    Never underestimate the impression you may make on others. Whose life have you touched today?

    Lifting you on eagle's wings,
    2550 days ago
    Sweet Summer, thanks for my RED dancin' shoes!! emoticon It's sooo GREAT to have you back, even if you're 'sketchy' in getting *here* with ALL you've had to 'do' just to maintain your health!! Please stay with us for the Summer!! There's not a whole lot of demands (requirements) so you don't have to 'feel' self conscious about whether you've kept track of the points or not and even when you're not, "kickin' yer' ____," if you've only got the time to stop in and chat a few, it'll be nice to know what's up and THAT can be uplifting in and of itself too. Put yourself down on the sign-in for summer. It's UP in the General, under:
    questions - suggestions - announcements
    or, I can put you down if you tell me to.
    emoticon emoticon emoticon
    Well ... I better get an announcement out. We'll have HPs instead of TDRs or ELQs this summer. LOL!! You'll understand when you *see* it written out long-hand.
    Have a gr8 week, dear friend!! xoxoxo yer' Annie
    2626 days ago
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