Thursday, March 27, 2008
Okay- apparently I have fallen off the wagon- and I screwed up. Now -time to get back on and kick butt. I gave into teptation again- and stressed with money, work, school and my bf have taken over, but I am ready to get back in control- though I know I can not do it alone- I need to lean on God through the hard times and keep going- keep moving forward. No more stepping back. Mistakes will be made occasionally- but they shouldn't be all the time- they have been with me lately... I am ready to lead my life once again- and not have it lead me. I back peddled my gaining 10 more pounds. I am so disgusted with myself and upset with me! But I can't let it hold me down and keep me down- I will get up and I will keep fighting- I DESERVE to be healthy- and I DESERVE to be happy! HOOAH!