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Back Peddling

Thursday, March 27, 2008


Okay- apparently I have fallen off the wagon- and I screwed up. Now -time to get back on and kick butt. I gave into teptation again- and stressed with money, work, school and my bf have taken over, but I am ready to get back in control- though I know I can not do it alone- I need to lean on God through the hard times and keep going- keep moving forward. No more stepping back. Mistakes will be made occasionally- but they shouldn't be all the time- they have been with me lately... I am ready to lead my life once again- and not have it lead me. I back peddled my gaining 10 more pounds. I am so disgusted with myself and upset with me! But I can't let it hold me down and keep me down- I will get up and I will keep fighting- I DESERVE to be healthy- and I DESERVE to be happy! HOOAH!
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  • NEWCREATION517
    Success is not defined by always moving forward, it's defined by not giving up... You are already a winner in my book! Hang in there!! Let me know if there's anything I can do to help you on the road to health and happiness! ~ Blessings, Kristin
    4834 days ago
  • HIKINWITHKAIA
    You DO deserve to be happy and healthy!

    That picture of the pinups is HOT!!!

    Good luck and hang in there...

    Jen
    4836 days ago
  • JENNIFER124
    you absolutely deserve it!!!! now go for it!!!jen
    4836 days ago
  • no profile photo CD1951302
    You're not the only one who has back peddled and then had to start going forward again! Unfortunately that has been my cooler months experience, but the forward part has started again. May God bless your efforts at becoming more healthy!
    4836 days ago

    Comment edited on: 3/27/2008 4:36:23 PM
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