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Thursday, June 19, 2008

I went to the dentist....and my dentist was on vacation...but I didn't freak about the 'sub' dentist...at least this is the dentist that is the partner in the practice. Everything is OK!

I put in a call for a doctor that specializes in FMS - actually he is:
Associate Professor of Immunology/Rheumatology, Molecular & Cellular Biochemistry at Ohio State U Medical. I got his name off an FMS referral list....we'll see where this goes.

Now - I have to figure out how to do Jim's desk....since I can't remember how I did it the first time 4 years ago. And, I have to remember how to sew a hem...because I promised, and Rachel provided the pinking shears!

And, I have to accept that I do not know very much about FMS, just like DID....but these ailments are controlling my life. Now that I can get to know them, I hope to get control of them....and get in control of my life...and then, I will feel a sense of peace.

I know I should be resting in the peace that passes understanding already...but honestly....I'm struggling with scared...I'm struggling with what ifs....but the difference this time is I WANT TO LIVE....and I want to live for HIM and for him (God and husband). And, I want to live for me....I want to enjoy life, smile smiles, see rainbows, smell roses, and sing songs. I just need to find out how.

In His hands and under His wings,
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    FMS is sure a mystery. I only know some of what I had in massage school. One of friend's mother has it. She can only tolerate going to church on sunday's. Besides that she is in bed and uncomfortable most of the time. I have ready alof of info about it. FMS is a mystery for the doctors to figure out. Its so different for every patient in what works and what don't work. Some students massaged people with FMS. One client came weekly for clinics. It help some but the symptoms only improved slightly. Most of the time if you get massage it was prescribed by the doctor for FMS. emoticon
    4793 days ago
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