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Saturday, June 28, 2008

It is so hard to push through life with a wounded heart. I am having such a difficult time right now. Someone close to me has hurt me tremendously, and does not care enough to reach out and do something about it. I have never understood how someone can hurt another person, and not ever feel the need to apologize. Regardless of whether you feel you're right, can't you feel sorry because you hurt someone you claim to care about?

I have always been over-burdened by how others treat me. I have always become devastated when someone decides to be so angry with me, that I am not worth speaking to. It has gone on since I was a little girl. Why do I care so much about what others feel or think about me.

I am tired of being mistreated and verbally abused. I have made a stance. I will no longer be berated or belittled, especially by someone who is supposed to care about me, and treasure me or cherish me.

They say God surrounds and stays close to the broken-hearted. I sure hope so.

Thanks for listening. emoticon
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  • BUTTEGAL
    I'm sorry you have been hurt by this person. I think we've all had similar situations, and they hurt! But you are doing the right thing by reaching out to others who DO care, and don't punish yourself further by overeating or abandoning your goals! Hang in there! emoticon
    4743 days ago
  • RENA1965
    Try to confront this person and tell them they have hurt your feelings by not talking to you and what it has done to your trust for them. Sometimes we avoid confronting people when we really should and just walk away from unresolved conflicts.. If this situation didn't mean anything to you, you could shrug it off and move on. But you wrote about it, so it bugs you long term. We need to know where we stand with people we care about, it is the not knowing that sometimes hurts most.. Good luck I hope you regain confidence in this person whom has hurt your feelings by talking about it.. good people are worth fighting for, just choose your words carefully so things don't remain out of hand.. Sometimes we can hurt other people too, try to listen to the message this person has told you and push the anger to one side, did you miss a important message or over look something they tried to tell you?
    4743 days ago

    Comment edited on: 6/28/2008 9:57:38 AM
  • RAVON27
    Just remember that we can't change other people. We can only control our feelings. Let it go and remember that you are a nice person. Whatever this person did or said, they will have to live with themselves. Hope your day gets better. emoticon
    4743 days ago
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