i'm okay, i fell off my little pink cloud
Sunday, August 31, 2008
i have a lot of background that i'm thankful for in 12 step recovery support. one of the things i was taught is that you have to be careful of running ass-over-teakettle into a brick wall.
i found myself at the back end of august, choking and covered up by so much self-induced stress that i more or less ground down to a halt in communication and in my ability to move foreward in any emotional matters...
i couldn't seem to get anything done. i've been lethargic and unmotivated in all directions. i just "stopped". everything.
i finally decided that i had wallowed enough and wanted to feel better..... and to do that i would have to destress to a great extent. i've been woking to that end.
sparkpeople is one of the few things i do that is good for me. i had found myself signed up and drowning in at least 4 different "on-line survey groups". email would take 2 hours(or more) of every day to begin with.
i've changed the way i use my pc and besides sparkpeople and my diary, there isn't much else i am going to use the pc for, for a while. litle nasty addictive sucker that it is......fallible little human girlie that i am.....