February 1st- Brand New Start.... again!
Sunday, February 01, 2009
Okay- so being off the wagon has gotten way out of control. I've lost control of my body and not even paying attention to what I put in my mouth which equals tons of crap that I am eating and it is wreaking havoc on my body- what the heck am I doing? My body is a temple right? SO why in the world am I treating it like a garbage disposal and just eating whatever? I know I can do this I have done this and want to do this- I want a healthy body I want to fit in smaller jeans i want my waistline back. I've been down this path I have conquered it- I was the girl in the gym monday through friday with my headset on tuning everyone out- just me and the eliptical going at it- and I MISS IT! I want it back- I will get it back- I will do this- I am doing this. Tomorrow is a brand new day- and being back at step one sucks- but I am back at step one- I am putting forth the effort I do want to be there. The healthy Audrey is in me crying to get out- and I will do this... ;p