What Size Am I ????
Thursday, October 01, 2009
At my largest I could look in the mirror and really not see how big I was. I knew I was vary large but for some strange reason it was like looking in a carnival house mirror. Some how the big fat man was transformed into "OK" sized man.
But now after losing over 160lbs. I still have know idea what size I am. How much of what is left on me is fat and, or how much is just left over skin. I look in that very same mirror and one day I think wow I have come a long long way. Then turn around and look again and think "FAT FAT FAT".
What gives I'm big and feel small, I'm small and feel big? So as I sit hear and think about this Deep down inside I know that with the Lords help I have changed so very very much. Slowly I'm beginning to see myself for what I am. A man trying to live out my life following Christ Jesus. And with His help I will continue on this journey. For with out His help none of this would have been possible. Trust me, I have tried it on my own all to many times, and always ending up in the same place, unhappy and fatter than before. To God goes the glory For with his help all things are possible.