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What Size Am I ????

Thursday, October 01, 2009

At my largest I could look in the mirror and really not see how big I was. I knew I was vary large but for some strange reason it was like looking in a carnival house mirror. Some how the big fat man was transformed into "OK" sized man.

But now after losing over 160lbs. I still have know idea what size I am. How much of what is left on me is fat and, or how much is just left over skin. I look in that very same mirror and one day I think wow I have come a long long way. Then turn around and look again and think "FAT FAT FAT".

What gives I'm big and feel small, I'm small and feel big? So as I sit hear and think about this Deep down inside I know that with the Lords help I have changed so very very much. Slowly I'm beginning to see myself for what I am. A man trying to live out my life following Christ Jesus. And with His help I will continue on this journey. For with out His help none of this would have been possible. Trust me, I have tried it on my own all to many times, and always ending up in the same place, unhappy and fatter than before. To God goes the glory For with his help all things are possible.
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  • MNNICE
    The mind and the body aren't always in sync, but God puts the balance into the equation!
    3449 days ago
  • NEW-CAZ
    YOu are an amazing person, spiritually and physically.

    3451 days ago
  • DIDMIS
    Toby my goodness did you really wear those clothes? Were you on the biggest loser?
    You are amazing and not only physically but spiritually.
    God bless you. I am going to read your page and invite you to mine so you can see what I do.
    Irene
    3452 days ago
  • NETINETI
    Hi Toby,
    The mirror is an illusion no matter what it tells you. Your scale is telling you what size you are, at least in measurable numbers. But it is what is in your heart that really counts. God sees you as you really are, which is beautiful!
    Cheers
    Sera
    an> emoticon

    4232 days ago
  • DUTCHIEKIWI
    I am very happy for you that you have found what you need and what helps you succeed and love yourself. Good luck on the rest of your wonderful journey!!

    Dutchie :)
    4235 days ago
  • MUSIC66
    i agree that god has help you.
    4236 days ago
  • SUGARPUNK52
    I agree Toby! GOD is my rock.All things are possible with HIM.Since I've been taking care of my mom I know I couldn't get through one day without my LORD JESUS.GOD bless.
    4236 days ago
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