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Tuesday Morning...

Tuesday, February 02, 2010

Wow...feeling sick is really depressing, just struggling mentally right now. It's ok, I'm going to be fine...just have to make it through and keep my eyes on the prize.

Saw my self on tv this morning promoting the story to air on thursday, my wife said it looks ok...I hate seeing myself, so huge and I get so ashamed.

I'm just going to keep breathing and trust the process, all of this change is so scary and sometimes it feels like alot.

Have a great day!
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  • CHERRY666
    Sorry to hear you're feeling so down. Just hang in there. It'll pass.

    If you don't mind me asking, what station will you be on? I know what you mean about hating to see yourself, but you've made tons of progress and should be proud.

    Anyway, I hope you feel better soon.

    EDIT: D'oh! I scrolled down a bit and it was right there. I'll be tuning in. =)
    4157 days ago

    Comment edited on: 2/3/2010 11:10:45 AM
  • JANEYINMADTOWN
    Hang in there Ryan....this story will be positive as I am sure you will get alot of support...We want you to succeed...Things do look more gloomy when you are not feeling well...take care of yourself!
    4158 days ago
  • DDOORN
    Boy do I HEAR you, re: seeing oneself and feeling so shamed...! I STILL struggle with this even after all the weight that I have lost...but I can promise you that it will get better. You will come to feel greater and greater amounts of pride.

    Don
    4158 days ago
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