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Monday, March 08, 2010

Good Morning!

I battled through a bunch of resistance this morning to get my early morning work-out in, 31 days in a row as of today.

I feel really off the last few days though and honestly I can feel my motivation slipping a bit. I know most of the chatter in my head is bs and that I'm capable of hammering through it...but I am also really feeling spent, mentally, physicaly...but I cannot afford to tell myself it's ok to stop now.

Addiction, addictive thinking....it's like some crazy extreme terrorist group, wacko for sure, but tenacious and patient too.

I've got Legs for strength training today and my plan is to connect the dots and get it done, stick to my food plan and do another cardio session after dinner.

The irresponsible kid in me wants to just keep playing hooky and take another day off, hang out w/Cindy...order sub sandwiches and watch tv....but that is not gonna happen! I'm going to dig deep and remind myself of the real truth. You are extremely obese, you could drop any day, your life has gotten smaller as a result of your lifestyle, choices, addiction....give it your best today and trust the process!

Ok, I'm going to keep my commitment today...I hope everyone has a real smooth Monday, Ryan
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  • MSEVERLAST
    So glad you felt better after you got your legs strength training workout in.

    You overcame the mood and beat it!!


    4124 days ago
  • CAROLANN27
    I'm rooting for you!!!
    4124 days ago
  • DDOORN
    Hey you know...some days aren't all that inspiring...ya just kinda grind your way through the workout anyhow. Sorta like striking flint against stone...you don't get a spark every time, but you keep trying and then:

    VOILA! A SPARK! :-)

    Good for you to stick with it Ryan!

    Don
    4124 days ago
  • TEDYBEAR2838
    Good choice Ryan. It's best to talk it through with yourself and perhaps with someone else that is encouraging to you. I realize we sometimes think we can't do it, but I realize more and more that any of us can do it. It's a mindset and it's a lifestyle, one that we can't quit. Thinking of the alternative is not pleasant. I vote to continue what we started and never look back, except to learn from our mistakes.

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    4124 days ago
  • JANEYINMADTOWN
    You've got a great resource in Annette. Give her a call and see if she can shed some light...also you seen to get rejuvenated when you DW tries on of her fameous receipes...that may work eh?

    Also you know subs are ok..especially from Subway. One of my favorite weekend lunches is the Veggie Sub on whole wheat (no cheese) with fat free Sweet Onion and Red Wine Vinegarette...it's really good and good for you...

    Contrats on protecting that streak!
    4124 days ago
  • MADTOWNBUDDHA
    Got my Legs strength training workout in, felt good...just needed to get my head back in the game! Thanks everybody! emoticon
    4124 days ago
  • SCRAPPYLADYV
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    Just remember, you can choose what you want right now (immediate gratification), or you can choose what you really want - to live a long and healthy life with your beautiful wife!! You know what you need to do and you can do it!!!
    4124 days ago
  • BELUGA20
    You can do it Ryan! We all have these days and every time you over come them, you grow stronger. Keep up the good work!
    4124 days ago
  • MASRITE
    You can do this Ryan. We're all here rooting for and with you!! Just take one day at a time. You are emoticon !!!
    4124 days ago
  • DIFROMWYOMING
    Ryan, you can certainly get through this but no, it isn't always easy. The fact is that our 'old ways' are comfortable to us...so we always gravitate back to that. It almost sounds crazy when we know how much we hated the confinement of that old life...but it is how we are. Hang in there, this will pass!
    4124 days ago
  • LIQUID11
    Up your caloric intake a little bit -to at least 1,600 Kcal a day, as it is considered to be the lowest limit for healthy continuous weight loss! You are underfeeding yourself and trust me this is a safe way to cause harm. I know, I've been there...
    Include some dark 70% chocolate -10 to 20 g- a day. Also consider supplementing with a multivitamin , B-complex, some Omega-3, and eat fish at least 4 times a week. All these help your your brain function better.
    You are doing fine, enjoy you new better Self, and aim for the BEST to come!!
    Your friend Andreas
    from the not so sunny -lately- Greece
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    4124 days ago

    Comment edited on: 3/8/2010 9:50:16 AM
  • KAILIIA
    You've got this - it is a habit now and you can keep powering on through it!
    4124 days ago
  • NONNA1997A
    Congrats on your exercise streak! Hang in there, Ryan. emoticon
    4124 days ago
  • 4MYBOYSANDSELF
    You can do it! Keep up the great work!
    4124 days ago
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