Sunday, October 29, 2006
i have discovered something about myself that is not very favorable. my motivation depends on other parts of my life functioning the way they i think they should.
when my job ended, i lost my motivation to workout. everyday, i did not workout i berated myself and became even less motivated.
this process has been very interesting because i see some aspects of my personality that i had not seen before.
the one thing that keeps me trying is the desire to be my best. but, what is my best? we receive tons of information on being our best, staying motivated and etc. however, it seems if we don't buy into it we don't succeed.
what i have just said is not profound. some of you may have experienced the same feelings and may be going through the same things.
i just wanted to share. somehow sharing helps me face the obstacles that i have created to sabbotage my best self.