Tuesday, April 27, 2010
All I can really say is that this stuff is tough. No complaints, I'm not whining...but being this deep into reversing all of my inner gears/beliefs, well somedays it just wipes me out.
I get really maxxed out mentally trying to juggle all of my responsibilities and connect the dots within my meal plan and exercise schedule...I'm good with it all, I could not be happier with all of the progress so far, but again...lesson for me is that it's going to sometimes be a real grind.
It's already starting to pass, I have a plan and I'm knocking it out one thing at a time and trying to be respectful of myself and how I'm really feeling, not how I think I should feel or how I think other people think I should be doing...I'm a high maintenence dude, and even though it's tough to accept sometimes as smart and tough as I feel, I'm a pretty fragile person on any given day. So I'm doing my part, and I really appreciate all of you supporting me whereever I'm at...this journey is for the long haul and I'm just dry-docked for a few days getting some much needed patchwork!
Have a great Tuesday, Ryan