Still sucking air
Saturday, May 01, 2010
I'm still here...ish I wish I had words for what I'm going through, but I just have neither the time or inclination today. Maybe tomorrow.
I miss blogging and sparkpeople, so I thought I'd scribble somthing here rather than curling up and crying. Maybe tomorrow will be better.
I've spent about the last two and a half years crying and all its got me is a salty face.
I need to do something positive tonite, but I dont know what. Normaly when I feel this way, my self therapy involves copius amounts of Ben and Jerry's, jager, wine, or the ever favorite combination thereof. I just hope it comes to me before I leave work, or I'll just wrap myself up like a burritto in a blanket, watch "He's JustNot That Into You" for the umpteenth time and wallow the night away, perhaps I'll be creative this time and add a tiara.