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Saturday, May 01, 2010

I'm still here...ish I wish I had words for what I'm going through, but I just have neither the time or inclination today. Maybe tomorrow.
I miss blogging and sparkpeople, so I thought I'd scribble somthing here rather than curling up and crying. Maybe tomorrow will be better.
I've spent about the last two and a half years crying and all its got me is a salty face.
I need to do something positive tonite, but I dont know what. Normaly when I feel this way, my self therapy involves copius amounts of Ben and Jerry's, jager, wine, or the ever favorite combination thereof. I just hope it comes to me before I leave work, or I'll just wrap myself up like a burritto in a blanket, watch "He's JustNot That Into You" for the umpteenth time and wallow the night away, perhaps I'll be creative this time and add a tiara.

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    Hey, Buddy, I am not sure why you are sad, but it sounds to me like you need to give yourself a big hug. I would give you one myself if I could! How about a hot bath? How about some veggies and low fat dip? Or apples and peanut butter? I like to put peanut butter into a baggie, and use it like an icing bag to quirt onto celery. It takes me FOREVER to snack like that...I guess what I am trying to say is, spoil yourself by taking good care of yourself. We are all going through different levels of CRAP. And we are all pulling for you.

    Maybe it is time, after 2 years, to talk to someone who can help you put an end to the salty face?

    4022 days ago
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