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Can't keep waiting

Sunday, May 30, 2010

I keep waiting for things to change, to get better before I start again.
I've never felt so quite alone. I seem to be surrounded by death, I'm losing
too many friends, mostly to illness, and its been too much for me,
I'm about to lose my best friend to cancer now too, and I'm tired of
burying my friends.
I'm tired of being alone, I just wanted someone to see me beyond my weight.
Its hard going through this alone, but I need to make some sort of positive
change, so I'm starting small. It's been 4 friends in about as many months,
and I don't want to join them cause I kept waiting to take care of myself,
so I did it alone, and kind of sad, but I drank my water, and went for a
walk...on purpose. And I'm going to do it today too.
Di
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  • ROWINGPRINCESS
    Wow, you've had some hard times lately. Even though you might have heard it before, you have to look after yourself first so you can look after others. On the airplane you are told to put on your oxygen mask first before helping others. It's great that you drank your water and went for a walk. Baby steps eh.
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    3998 days ago
  • CUSTOMERANGEL
    Diana,

    Way to go drinking your water and going for a walk. Losing people is hard especially to cancer. Today you are in my prayers and remember you are not alone there are many people who care some you know and some are spark friends you have yet to meet. Take good care of yourself.

    Blessings
    Linda emoticon
    3998 days ago
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