The "QUEEN" of beginning again
Tuesday, June 08, 2010
I suppose I could choose to see this as me 'failing yet again', but I am choosing to say that I am making a conscious decision to move in a healthier direction. It is a lot like the Christian walk. We all have "besetting" sins- the ones that keep tripping us up all the time, I have to get up and recognize the bad decision for what it is- a mistake- confess it as such and turn in a new direction- away from the sin.
So, here I am AGAIN, to get back on track with my weight loss. I think it is so hard because it really is a lifestyle change and not just a set of new habits that are short term.
I fell off the wagon again, but because I am willing to admit it and turn in a new direction of bringing my appetite and exercise routine under my conscious control - I am assured success! Today, I am successful. I recognized my bad decisions regarding eating and fitness and I am changing my route and my routine. I am going to accomplish this- even if it takes me ten years.
My starting weight as of Saturday night is 179. My goal is a healthy and reasonable 160. Just watch me go!!
Habitual loser by sheer determination