~ Going to be a grandma ~
Friday, June 18, 2010
My daughter is 19 years old. The same age I was
when I found out I was pregnant with my son. She
thinks she knows it will be difficult.
she has no idea. She only sees now the romantic
side of struggling, what you see in a halmark movie.
But it's not romantic. It's heart breaking,
and all I can do now is watch and wait for her heart
to break, I know first hand that its coming. No
amount of love can prevent that now.
I never wanted them to know what it is to struggle
like I did. I tried so hard to give them a chance
at a better life. And I feel like somehow I failed
them. I would sell my soul for her not to go through this.