Plugging Away, Always Adjusting...
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
My glucose came in at 151, got my 75 sit-ups in around 6:30am. Doing some work and then I'm going to meet Annette at the pool around 10:30 for some Intervals.
Cindy and I both feeling a little better and hoping it was just a 24 hour thing.
I'm feeling out of sorts across the board, can't quite put my finger on it. I'm learning to adjust and continue working my plan to stick with it no matter where I'm at physically and/or emotionally. I keep plugging away and do the best I can with what I've got.
Most of the time it feels pretty difficult to try and put into words what this experience is like everyday...I try to capture a bit of where I'm at, but like the wind...it changes often. No complaints, I'm so stoked to be 9 months into this journey and be making progress...but it gets tough to stay on top of everything mentally. Over the last 24 hours I've caught myself craving a "vacation"....it's been a long, long time since that has happened...not really sure how I could pull that off between my business and my training schedule, but I'm gonna think about it and talk it over with Cindy and see if we can come up with some kind of modified "break" or vacation that won't take too much planning and do it on the cheap...we'll see.
I wish this was a more linear path, not riddled with ups and downs...but it seems like the more I want it to be different, the less present I am. When I'm more accepting of exactly who I am and where I'm at without harsh judgement...I learn, and enjoy myself so much more!
So I'm going to keep plugging away, always adjusting...
Have a really Smooth Tuesday, Ryan