Saturday, December 30, 2006
I really need to motivate myself now to do this final big push for the competition. It is hard now, because I am very happy with how i look right now, and being happy makes keeping motivated hard.
I just need to work on my inner self this weekend, and get myself psyched for this.
I think part of the problem is not knowing what the end goal will be exactly. Shooting for 18% bodyfat is the ultimate goal I suppose, but I guess it is not as tangeable as say losing 5 pounds. I am also not sure if they will be enough to make me good enough to compete.