First of all I would like to thank all my Spark Friends for their welcoming comments on my issues wih being co leader of the Laugh a Lot team. I have to admit that I was feeling that either I wasn't doing a a good job. I also felt that you were not accepting of me and that Deb was really your "go to person" I am sorry to have to write this blog, but I feel very close to a number of people on the team. I am trying me best, honest! I have never been a co leader before and I am just trying to do the very best I can. However for whatever reason I was letting the team doown and that you did not accept me as co leader. I reamember I time when I asked everyone to send my their birthdays, spark anniversary and maraige anniversary. We would be able to celbrate these special day s with you. I got a couple of responses, however the minute Deb posted it there were almost 3 times the answer. I have been hurt because I felt you just did not accept me. I hate to have to write it down, but it is the bare hones truth. Again after Deb posted something about me this morning I got a number of respomses. I hope you can all reallize that I am certainly not trying to take over the team. I am just trying to Deb out during her medical recovey. I love being Spark go leader. And I love the team and all the team members. You are so close in my thougnts and prayers. Maybe you were just used to Deb, but I sinceley hope you can get close to me. This would please me beyone words. So I guess after all that rambling I am only trying to do a good job and a better job now that Deb is recuperating. Please I beg you give me a chance. Thank you for listening to anyone who did. I love you all and I love the team.
I am sorry to hear that you are having a difficult time. I too am a co-leader on another team and have found it hard to get th team active. I see this team as being rather inactive and I know what you are feeling. We can only try more & different things tht might be of interest to our team mates. Keep workig at it and success will come your (our) way. Best wishes!!
God accepts you just the way you are! WOW! I hope you received sparkmails, comments or SOMETHING! takes a lot of courage, love patience, kindness, etc to write something like this. Know you are not alone and, i love you spark friend. God Bless You!!!! 3854 days ago
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