Today is a new day, right?
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Two years ago, I lost 90 pounds, only to have gained about 50 of it back. But, thanks to Telerie, I've realized that's in the past, so that's where I'm going to leave it. Unfortunately, I can't walk as well as I was, but I can still move, so I'm starting back up with baby steps. That will have to do for now. Today, I hit one of my all-time lows, and I am on the verge of tears - now I have two choices - I can either cry and feel sorry for myself and eat an entire box of cookies, which won't accomplish anything except for making me more miserable that I already am OR I can suck it up and deal with it. I think I'll chose the last option.
Now, I know in advance that I'm not going to feel this determined all the time, that's how my mind works. But, I've made it my first goal just to log in every day and make at least 3 posts, I also am going to walk just for 15 minutes everyday. It's not huge, it's doable, and who knows where it will take me...I'm hoping it will get me back on track.