I'm still standing after all this
Friday, January 14, 2011
Depression, anxiety, the flu, now a cold all in one week, well the depression and anxiety have been around for awhile but it got so bad this week that I had to start taking antidepressants and anxiety medication.
I have not been on meds for depression for 10 years and not sure why my brain is acting like this, it's not like anything happened to trigger it, maybe it's just one of those chemical imbalance things going on. I just want this anxiety to go away, the depression I can handle.
Well I'm grateful I had a few hours of inner peace last night, the first time all week.
I'm grateful I have a loving and supporting husband cause I certainly don't want to be near me.
I haven't weighed myself yet but since I've been sick with the flu and the antidepressants make me not want to eat, I may have lost something, I will know Sunday when I way inn, although right now my goal is to get healthy emotionally and physically.
anyways thanks for your encouragements on my flu blog and helps to know there are people behind you cheering you forward.
have a fantastic weekend everyone.