Why is it embarrassing?
Saturday, June 04, 2011
Why is it that I get so embarrassed when I come back to SparkPeople? I am embarrassed because I was so positive and moving in the right direction when I last wrote in here - which was five months ago. Nearly half a year. I got derailed again. And then when I think I need to get back on here, get back on track and start over - it is like I don't know what to say here. I feel like - why bother? I keep losing my way. But I can't give up. And that is why I am trying to be proud to be back. I haven't given up completely. I know I need to do better. I am off to motivate myself again. Gotta keep at it.