Saturday, July 23, 2011
Going through an incredibly painful transition. After 10 years of doing everything I could and giving up my own life to help someone get and stay sober and have a balanced life...I finally have had enough. I have lots of things to work out...filing restraining order and all that stuff, clearing my house out, getting my bases covered with my company, my other job and get back into a healthy routine and with the help of my family and friends...I'll get stronger and stronger each day.
It's completely baffling for me to try and understand how I could have ended up here, almost 40 years old, strong & smart...but being abused for years has really warped my thinking and decision making.
I'm here and I'm rebuilding,