Sunday, September 04, 2011
I'm going back at the gym, it's not a choice anymore.. I'm so tired of that fat I don't feel like myself anymore. I removed all but two of my pictures because I look at them and just feel like looking at a stranger.
Lately I find my body changed, not that I took a lot of weight back but I don't know, I think i'm catching up with my age. I'll be 30 soon and so far i've, and others, always found that I was looking younger than my age, and my body was in a reasonable shape despite my bad habits. But now it's like my body is giving up? I had quite muscular and toned arms but lately it's like i've lose that little bump on the upper arm? It's kind of freaking me out, to be honest.. My skin seems so much fragile too. Aye :( It is true that i've been super inactive for the last 6 month to 1 year so maybe with a bit of strenght trainning and good cardio it'll come back and I'll stop discovering new stretch marks on my body? Please tell me so :(