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It's Been Rough...

Saturday, October 22, 2011

So for the past couple months I have had the biggest issue with CHOCOLATE you have ever seen!

Apparently chocolate has the power to jump out the wrapper and into my mouth whenever it is near me and I am just so sick of it!

But seriously, when I realized that I was getting a little thicker around the mid-section, I realized that maybe it was time for me to get my behind together!

I am a pretty self-motivated person, I really am, but apparently I am in a diet (what I'm eating, not calling this a "diet" by any means) and fitness rut.

I've been so hungry and eating a bunch of BS...and I've been lazy as sin. And I really just don't know why.

I really think that my job has been making me unhappy. That's too much for a blog to discuss at once, but let's just say, I'm not where I want to be right now.

I've been researching and applying for new jobs with not much luck, and I feel so stuck, it just makes me depressed thinking about it.

I'm kinda sick of people asking me so many questions or judging whether it looks I lost weight or not, because it just make me feel like donkey poop. And I don't like that I can tell I've gained weight in pictures, or that I feel more tired, or just feeling not like myself.

Which is exactly how I feel, like I look in the mirror and don't know who I am.

Sorry this is getting so deep but honestly I've completely lost my footing and I'm just trying to get back on track.

I was able to be so positive before but it feels like I'm slipping away from my real self.

At any rate, I'm trying to get it together and I hope you all are doing great!
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    Thanks for the advice guys!
    3480 days ago
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    I'm where you are now. My fitness is pretty good, it's my eating that I can't seem to get a handle on. But we're not going to give up!! Just hang in there and you will get it together. emoticon emoticon
    3489 days ago
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    Hey i know how you feel.. seems like i was there too.. then i realized i was gaining and i had to get back to really working out and eating better... i am so like you i am self motivating.. and once i get in and go for it i really do good.. but it takes planing for me.. food and exercise.. and mixing it up helps too.. also no choc or sweets in the house. cause no matter what i am addicted to sweets and its better if they arent here.. so go for it.. and think positive and i know you will do this!!! i sure hope you find another job also!! hugs Geri
    3490 days ago
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